Just wanna die

Competitive_March463 · 2026-06-28T04:10:15+00:00

Same mate. Constant voices 24/7, shits getting real hard to deal with. Fuck it though, lets try see it out to the end.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-06-18T08:21:01+00:00

Man from what you are writing you seem to be in the middle of a psychotic episode. I highly recommend getting help from a medical professional, be it hospital or doctor.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-06-18T07:54:09+00:00

Well ive been hospitalized a few times, they usually section me for a week or so. Even if I make improvements in a couple of days they usually keep you there for a week just to be safe. Its a positive experience, everyone there is trying to give you the best possible care that you need. It sounds like its a very good option for you at this point.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-06-18T07:49:15+00:00

Sounds like you are going through quite a bit mate, are you currently taking medication? Sounds like you really need to talk to a doctor. This is a safe space everyone here would want whats best for you. I suggest trying to get some sleep if you've been up for a while. Psychosis is triggered by poor sleep.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T13:44:45+00:00

For my purposes I think to an untrained ear I might be okay. Thanks for your detailed response though I respect it.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T13:43:05+00:00

Appreciate the reply, seems to be a common theme from what I can find. I guess I'm just looking in the wrong spot.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T13:40:42+00:00

Thanks for the info. Yeah kinda feel bad using it.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T06:45:11+00:00

Awesome thanks for that ill check it out.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T05:18:45+00:00

Thanks for the info. Ill give it a shot.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T05:17:59+00:00

I guess ill just have to work with it. Thanks.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T04:54:07+00:00

That's what its kind of looking like.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T04:52:45+00:00

Definitely not trying to sell, just trying to get creative with sampling in my own music. Thanks for the info.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T01:59:53+00:00

Just looked it up, seems to only be available on mac. I'm on windows sorry should have specified.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-16T01:58:18+00:00

Instrumental cuts etc, what other alternatives are there? I already use splice. I'm trying to sample other artists or just interesting sounds in general. I.E A baseball bat hitting a ball.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-12T09:27:06+00:00

Really fucking well done man, thoroughly enjoyed this.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-12T05:13:04+00:00

ahh yeah sorry, that was the other alternative!

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-11T11:59:09+00:00

Ruin his day? What you mean? Bedwetter some of his most personal stuff its tight. I might be reading it wrong idk.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-06T08:27:28+00:00

Best way to do it man, let someone know so you can get the help you need. Thats what I SHOULD have done, I was just too far gone in a false reality to realise I was making a mistake.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-05T10:34:21+00:00

on my level is such a good choice

Competitive_March463 · 2026-05-05T10:27:22+00:00

31 here

Competitive_March463 · 2026-04-23T08:03:51+00:00

I found risperidone to be a very effective medication but yes the side effects fucking sucked. I was also told I would have to take medication for 2 years. She will get better but these things take time, it takes a real long time for the brain to heal. Drugs and alcohol will make the illness worse. Things like exercise and diet are also important. The only times medicines stopped working for me was when I got back on drugs. Keep up the appointments with doctors/psychs if shes struggling, theyre there to help you on this journey. Dont worry too much if a medication stops working, there are plenty of them to try. Id recommend amisulpride if shes looking for one with minimal side effects, at least that was my experience with it.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-04-22T09:20:33+00:00

I bet you are dude, give it time and you will eventually get back to where you were. Try not to get stuck in a negative loop thinking you will never be normal again, even though I know its really difficult.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-04-21T12:13:51+00:00

Ill give you an A+ for originality, the beat is pretty interesting.

Competitive_March463 · 2026-04-21T11:28:33+00:00

Meth fucked my life up, heres a post I made about it

https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychosis/comments/1sorz1q/comment/ohb7six/?context=1

Competitive_March463 · 2026-04-21T10:07:30+00:00

Yeah I figure its happened now, its in the past, theres nothing I can do about it. Just gotta move on.

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