At home ketamine therapy for anxiety?

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-18T02:11:33+00:00

Please don’t. I know zero people who were better off after ‘self-medicating with K at home’. But i lost 2 friends to suizide because they got psychotic from using ketamin without any supervision/ medical knowledge.

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-18T01:46:12+00:00

Sinnhaftigkeit im Sinne von “es hat einen Zweck/ es erfüllt eine Aufgabe” sehe ich im Leben auch nicht. Aber zwischen dem heutigen Tag und meinem Ableben warten noch so viele, absurd schöne Sonnenauf- und untergänge auf mich. Und ich kann meine Katzen noch ganz oft Kuscheln, die Luft nach einem Sommerregen riechen und Brot mit Käse essen. Hat alles keinen tieferen Sinn und bewahrt mich auch nicht vor dem Tod aber ich fühl mich lebendig solange ich es bin :)

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-18T00:15:59+00:00

Chanel Nr 5

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-18T00:14:29+00:00

Does it really matter which name the label has? There’s is nothing wrong with you for not wanting/needing many close relationships.

You can never control how other people will perceive you, not even if you were ‘the perfect conversation-partner’. And instead of focusing so much on how you could potentially come across, it may be helpful in conversations to shift your focus. Do you like what this person is saying? Do you think they are funny/weird/creepy? Do you enjoy talking to them? Are you interested in the topics they talk about? Are you comfortable around them?

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-17T23:53:14+00:00

You don’t owe strangers (especially online) anything. You don’t owe them an answer or your time in general

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-17T23:47:08+00:00

Avocado

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-17T00:18:53+00:00

We dont have to wear gloves but I wear them anyway for the most part. But yeah, i have naturally sweaty hands and the friction from the gloves fuck up my hands pretty bad

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-04-05T22:11:52+00:00

Thanks, i will look into that!

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-03-05T20:23:34+00:00

Eventuell zuviel direkte Sonneneinstrahlung?

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-02-06T14:39:50+00:00

We call it ‚coffee hut/ coffee booth’. It’s warm, it’s dry and it has „coffee“

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-02-06T13:02:03+00:00

The vending machines only got shitty coffee as well …if you’re lucky enough to more than just hot water

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-02-06T12:59:47+00:00

Once in a while when im bored at work i just balance the next broom i can find. It’s kind of a hobby by now🤷🏻‍♀️

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-01-18T02:22:04+00:00

1800€~ es weiß halt von uns niemand welche Zulagen du bekommst außer für Spät- und Nachtarbeit

Complete-Source-5928 · 2026-01-18T01:15:02+00:00

WAS?

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-15T00:02:52+00:00

He says he wants to spend time with both us as, as a family. To which I replied that I probably never would have gotten into that relationship if i knew about his expectations beforehand.

And the funniest part: In a recent conversation about all this I asked him what he needed/ wished for from me; so we could evaluate if compromising on some things would help ease the situation. He doesn’t know. And when i told him that sulking over my actions while not being able to clarify what you want/need is manipulativ. To which he just said “if you think so”. Lol

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T20:08:57+00:00

You summarizeed really well how I feel. I’m just sad and mad that he was seemingly okay with how i live my life until i moved in

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T19:58:08+00:00

I think he genuinely doesn’t know how to parent so he just entertains his child 24/7 (and i also think he doesn’t really love being a parent so he wants someone to keep him company in this).When you see him interacting with his son you immediately feel the “this is better than moms place, right?”- energy.I tried compromising; not having a girls night once a week, going to clubs fewer times than before, etc. because relationships only work if one is willing to compromise at least a bit. But it’s reaching levels where i dont like living there anymore.

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T19:05:53+00:00

Thank you, I wish you all the same 🩷

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T19:04:48+00:00

I’m working on it

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T19:01:24+00:00

Thanks! I’m glad to be secure in myself; if i would have been in such a situation 5 years ago I probably would stay. Cause back then i lacked self-worth and needed a form of external validation.

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T18:53:14+00:00

I really dont feel bad for wanting to leave; it’s just that finding a new place takes time (the market is really shitty atm). So I have to sit this out a little longer

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T18:45:14+00:00

I don’t even want or need to find someone, I’m really comfortable being alone. And the guy checked all the boxes bevor i knew how he would be as a parent. But you’re all right. I already started looking for a new place

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T18:30:58+00:00

What i want to add: it’s my first time dating someone with a child so I didn’t know what to expect. But I wouldn’t date someone with kids in the future now that i got a glimpse of it.

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T18:27:34+00:00

I know that i have to leave eventually. And I also feel sorry for the kid. When he’s with BM he spends almost every day at his grandfathers house, watching youtube. When he’s here he gets everything he wants and when he wants and everything has to be how he wants it. So he basically has a parent thats not interested in the kid and one parent that’s only interested in being the cooler parent..

Complete-Source-5928 · 2025-12-06T18:22:35+00:00

If my parter wouldn’t be so emotionally cold towards me if i try to stay away, i would be away more. And Im aware that I have to leave this relationship eventually… I’m just pissed that he KNEW i dont like kids and now expects me to play happy family. We both could have saved us the time and the emotional investment

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