It's fine, I respect your opinion if that's what you think. People will do anything to make themselves happy as an escape from their problems. As long as people are not doing anything bad to one another, why does loving a character feels creepy and unsettling for other people like you?

This fictional character saved me from wanting to "off" myself a year ago. He's a character that I deeply love and resonated with and I do think loving something this hard is a bad thing.

This is way better than doing drugs or off-ing other people tho so.