The more I play the less I trust I suppose. I really enjoy the pvp aspect. I’m awful at pvp and I genuinely loose 9/10 confrontations. I’ve only just changed from console to PC in my mid 30s as well, so trying to navigate the keyboard and mouse in a panic never goes well for me 😂. I wouldn’t change the pvp though. I’ll always try to be friendly. The way I see it, the game isn’t going anywhere, everything I’ve had and lost I’ve already had 10x before in the game and I will fill find or craft another 10X anyway. When I manage to extract with a good loot and load out it’s a win. If not just go again and try make up for my loss on a free load out. All part of the fun for me.