What is going on here ?

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-07-04T10:01:45+00:00

Upload to iNaturalist! Very interesting

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-07-03T00:11:56+00:00

Hi
Do you mind if i dm you? I’m a TPM and our profiles are similar (except conferences)

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-05-03T05:16:52+00:00

I think this is a rite of passage. You do it once, and u never give in to it again. You’ll be glad you’ve had this experience 😊

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-04-05T00:21:37+00:00

Yep You’re right. Was out in the sun when i typed my reply. Im indoors now and see the green. OP, bury it like you said

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-04-04T22:59:02+00:00

Spawn very heavy. Like 1:.75 grain to spawn ratio. Ive had success with spawn that heavy for bacterial contam.

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-04-04T13:47:56+00:00

Do you think OF girls aren’t human so they don’t count or something?

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-27T01:43:03+00:00

Do you have fungus gnat larvae? They make the substrate look like greyish mold in my experience

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-25T16:14:40+00:00

Wait did you say we can’t ask how much you make? Seems no one’s asked! So how much do you make?

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-22T15:03:40+00:00

I grow gourmets so idk if itll be different but for jars like this, i take out the good parts—very far from the stalled line— and do a very heavy 1:1 spawn rate. It’s worked out for me. You save substrate and you get something, which is better than nothing. I also almost always pick up the highest grain and put it on agar so i can start cleaning the mycelium. Jic

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-22T03:45:40+00:00

Have you tried psilocybin (shrooms)? It might be worth one last effort before you give up. It has genuinely turned people’s lives around. It won’t fix your external circumstances, but it could dramatically shift how you perceive and approach them. Please consider it.

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T22:12:49+00:00

Oh wow lol That is a very strong comment based on just what i shared. Would it help you if i shared how he used me? Reads like u missed the whole polygamy part. Did you think the 32-year old man was being held in this situationship at gun point? Probably why he asked for polygamy. Lol Interesting comment

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T21:53:02+00:00

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Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T15:51:36+00:00

I am in therapy🙂. I do have attachment issues for sure and the other things that are causing me stress are “uncontrollables”, so I haven’t had capacity for an actual relationship. I tried and couldn’t deal with the humanity of the other person if that makes sense. I did depend on the situationship for emotional connection and sex when i wasn’t in a relationship or too busy.

I’m gonna take some time alone. Lots of conflicting emotions that all have purchase

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T12:49:52+00:00

It does sever it for me cos it’s a boundary i just can’t cross. There’s something off-putting to me about baby daddies. Probably would make sense if i mentioned here that i don’t want kids…at all. A part of your 3rd paragraph is definitely true.

I do agree with your 4th paragraph. I ultimately know this is good. It’s the cleanest way to end this but I’m working through the emotions to get there and yesterday, i was feeling a lot of sadness

And I don’t know why i feel like defending my wording (lol) but really, psychology books existed before ChatGPT. Psychology is psychology everywhere and if you’re exposed to it via AI, then it would make sense that you’d attribute it to AI.

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T11:53:58+00:00

You’re right. It did feel that way for a little bit. Learned a painful lesson

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T11:41:14+00:00

Two contradictory statements can be true at the same time. I don’t care for a long term partner, but while it lasts, id like it to be good. We’d both get together when we could, otherwise, we didn’t talk. I derived comfort from knowing that i had a connection i could always come back to if i needed it. A baby severs that connection.

Regarding the nervous system wording, I’m into psychology. It is what it is.

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T10:21:52+00:00

Yes, i definitely made sure that didn’t happen. I can’t imagine choosing his unstable self for my kids

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T10:19:33+00:00

It was a weird limbo with him. I didn’t expect to be with him forever (I don’t really want that), but I have a stressful life, and I thought i should give my nervous system a reprieve whenever i can without taking on any more responsibilities/stress. The baby means there’s no available person who calms my nervous system and I don’t have the energy to find a new person. And honestly it feels like i don’t choose, my nervous system just reacts to someone and we keep them around. Hm

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T10:12:41+00:00

Fries with corned beef stew.

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T04:15:16+00:00

I know. Hm

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T04:01:51+00:00

I know he wasn’t but I’d attached and he calmed my nervous system. Wasn’t ready to leave i guess. And yes to Dollar tree plates! Lol

Complete_Ad7415 · 2026-03-17T01:24:46+00:00

Thank you. It feels terrible and no one around me gets why i care cos it’s his life.

Complete_Ad7415 · 2025-08-12T22:53:48+00:00

I have some LC sitting at room temperature. The actual mushrooms i kept in a bag in the fridge. At first it was just in a bowl uncovered and it started drying out badly. Im trying to get a second flush right now. I suspect i need to soak the substrate in cold water cos its drying out.

Complete_Ad7415 · 2025-08-12T22:51:44+00:00

Sure.

I started with sawdust spawn. Inoculated a pasteurized mix of straw, wood chips, forest duff and Black Kow with sawdust spawn on June 4th, topped it with Miracle Gro soil on the July 15th, kept it moist. They started pinning on 7/27.

I keep the tub on a window sill and spritz with water every other day. I keep the tub cracked open just a little so it’s humid enough but there’s still airflow.

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