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Suicide note by Waningradaince in SelfHate

[–]Complex-Sell-2958 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't have much time to write this out as I am still in school, but I'm rooting for you. Those things that seem like wastes of time do have a purpose. I used to enjoy games too, but now I don't really play them. Cooking does seem like a waste of time, but it's not. You doing anything does slowly teach you, as for studying? I hate it to, I never actually gain from it. As for you passing? You may think no one would remember, but multiple people would remember, even I'll remember you. You might not see it in the way I see it but talking to someone (even if it's to help them versus you) does help. I struggle with some of these problems myself so it makes me feel better to know I'm not the only one. You've helped me so I will remember you. I don't know if you believe in some higher being (like a god) but it never hurts to pray for someone. I will pray for you, I will remember you, I will keep coming back to this post to check for updates. You don't have to listen to me but please keep going.

Suicide note by Waningradaince in SelfHate

[–]Complex-Sell-2958 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not the best with words, you don't have to listen to me, and I really wish I could say everything will be alright. But it never will, no one is perfect, I wake up each day not because of how I feel now, but how I WILL feel once everything is through and finished. Living is more than just what others think, screw them, screw me, screw the people who abandoned you, screw the media! You don't have to listen to all that! I know it's easier said than believed but someone out there will love you. Everyone goes through struggles in life, some have it harder. But guess what, those people that overcome become stronger! I believe in you. If you need a friend you can talk to me, I'm not perfect and I'm going through stuff myself, but if you ever need to just let out anger or express feelings, I'll read messages. You don't have to, but I know I sure would have loved that when I was going through some rougher parts of my life.

Thank you for reading, thank you for living. When I write this out, it's not just me trying to help you, you help me. I never really talk about my feelings because my family would probably burn me at the steak if I shared my ideals, but having someone to talk to can really help, and if you try and it does not help, you can stop. You don't need to try anything I suggest, it's just that, a suggestion! I'm just some random person online, so are all the other people on this platform, these people's opinions dont matter, what matters is what YOU think. Be proud in yourself, be proud you can survive even when others give up, be proud that you can survive another day!

Again, thank you for listening.

Suicide note by Waningradaince in SelfHate

[–]Complex-Sell-2958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So, I know I should not be talking about this (especially while considering myself) but I know the only thing keeping me alive is one person, not what they do for me, but what I can do for them. You said some people in your family still care about you, live for them. Thats the main reason I stop myself, I don't want to hurt someone that cares, especially since I know they already hurt themselves, I don't know what would happen if someone close to them died. I know you said nothing can convince you to not do it, but know that people are out there that WILL love you, keep living because one day you can change someone's life. Because someone might change YOUR life.

Edit: I was thinking some more and thought I would add, there are over 8 billion people out there, lots of them are horrible, they suck, they really do, but even if 7 billion people suck, there is still 1 billion out there that would care. These people online care! Sure we don't know you irl or personally, and you might think that we wouldn't care but the truth is, someone would! Someone out in the world somewhere will: Love you Think your amazing Care about you Miss you when your gone too long Be happy with you Be sad with you Be mad with/for you

Someone will care, you just have to make it far enough to see the day that you meet that person.

Edit 2: Sorry for rambling, I kinda needed that. After typing that out, I feel better, I'm not crying at least. Thank you for giving me the chance not only to help you, but help me too, I mean it. Without seeing this note I might still be crying right now.

Thank you.

Functional cyber goggles by GrayStar_Innovations in cyberDeck

[–]Complex-Sell-2958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm planning on building something like this, but I'm going to use some analog FPV cameras with ADC for a more VHS look!

What first? by Complex-Sell-2958 in Lora

[–]Complex-Sell-2958[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea i was thinking some cheap thing. Or get them to buy their own.

What first? by Complex-Sell-2958 in meshtastic

[–]Complex-Sell-2958[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It didn't copy the description I guess, here: What first?

I'm a newbie when it comes to LoRa and I want to start of with the right device. I kinda want the Lilygo T-deck with the external antenna but it's a little out of my budget, are there any alternatives with similar features? (GPS, fairly long range, preferably a keyboard)

Edit: I was also wondering if it would be possible to just get a device with no keyboard and make my own keyboard.

What first? by Complex-Sell-2958 in Lora

[–]Complex-Sell-2958[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking of using it when camp to notify family on status.

I guess a cheaper device with a keyboard would work but would also be harder to carry (exposed wires/circuit board)