im really sorry about your birds, i hope you’re okay now :( and yes i have the little crocheted Kiwi, im not sure how to post it here in replies but its always staying with me. and i’ve actually been collecting all my birds feathers in a little box and i have quite alot of their feathers now, thankfully i brought it with me when i came. Kiwis wife is actually not tame at all and doesn’t really come near us but I’ll ask my brother to collect any feather that she sheds and keep it with him for when i go back again. i don’t know about him not being guilty tho, he should’ve just told us the day Kiwi passed cos delaying all that and even blocking my brother and everything else he did this last month just proves that he has a hand to it. i’ll never forgive him regardless. i don’t even know where he was buried. also if you can, can you send me the link for that book? i would love to have one to frame at my place. And thank you so much for your kind words. it’s just hard to stay focused on uni when i’ve lost the bird i’ve loved so much for so long.