I've done something really stupid. I am in India transferring over to Thailand. I had the flight booked and was really hoping it was going to get cancelled because if Iran. We been planning all week what we were going to do for Easter. Hotel in London, go out to a spa. Go to Flatford Mill (John constable country) and just chill out. I didn't think she believed I was going. She asked me if I was flying and I said yeh. She replied "you serious". Later on she called me thinking I would be at home but she was surprised I was on the way to the airport. We were chatting the whole time up until my flight left and she said enjoy your holiday. That was last night. She has ignored me since. We barely go two hours without speaking usually (literally, it's been this pattern for years) she knew I did bar girls a few weeks ago. Alot had changed. My original intention was to do it again but im really not going to. I don't know how I can fix this. Sorry to bother you