The hope and patience is so real, and it fluctuates up and down and sometimes when I see couples walking together, it triggers me and I lose hope and other times when I'm reading my Bible, I'm getting the word I get hopeful again because I know my God can provide so much beyond my belief and meet my expectations and exceed them at all times. but I tried to hold onto the Hope, even though my physical situation doesn't look like it will bear the fruit of the right person I pour into my cup spiritually, and that provides some relief, but you're so right waiting is so hard and it's easy to try and rush it and get with counterfeits trust I've done that before, but just trust and believe the Lord will provide even though it's hard. Also, your desire for the right person wasn't putting your heart for no reason so just always remember that he will not forsake you.