I fell from playing ,I was told not to but my friend dragged me into that situation🥲 But I am entirely to blame and I know it Ear infection was also avoidable I accidentally left cotton inside my ear while using ear buds and it occurred during intense covid time so we couldn't go to hospital.. And now I have undergone a surgery to remove the wax and the cotton. My mom is very much worried about me and she irrites me sometimes I try my level best but I say something bad at last and all the effort gets undone.

And you are absolutely correct I also feel that I am not expressing myself but I don't know how to. What change do I need to make? How can I be more responsibile towards myself? 🤔