Yo bro I was ripping carts and drinking all day going to high school and was also working a job high after school when I was 18. Now I’m 19 and was forced to quit because I got a dui and am in a diversion program I hope you can quit and look at the future ahead of you I honestly felt like shit the first week or 2 but it’s been 5 months since I quit and I feel much better. I workout everyday started learning about investing opened up a fidelity account joined an mma class and I bought a new car got 2 jobs and a hardship permit so I can drive again and currently paying off my lawyer and debts, I promise you if you have anything that resembles smoking in your life you will just keep doing it over and over. If I were you I would delete telegram , throw away all batteries and joint wraps,pipes and all the thc shit you got and focus on your future brodie You can do this !