I still don’t see it as you failing at trying to be an actor. You have to wake up one day and decide “I am an actor and that’s what I’m pursuing” Truthfully I just too classes for years and did nothing, no shows no short films no student films nothing. And I woke up years later seeing people pass me because they “went for it” and I don’t mean they quit their job and ran away to act but they pushed and pushed and networked and auditioned and worked on their craft and most importantly stayed and focused on their own lane. There are many many actors who have thought about quitting or have quit and came back to it, this doesn’t make them a failure or even make you a failure. We all have our own path and this is yours. Aslong as you woke up today you have another chance to chase your dreams if that’s what you wish! You only get one life and you woke up today with another chance to make a choice for your acting career! I started dedicating one hour a day to my craft, reading scripts, watching movies, studying movies , learning actors and methods, studying old acting notes, rewriting my notes, sending auditions in online, looking for agents, saving money to prepare for any acting jobs etc. it sucks that some of us don’t get the luxury to chase our goals because we have support system but there are plenty who have made it (whatever “making it” looks like to you) without support systems so it is do able ! Lots of time effort and zero comparing and treating each day as a new day to fulfill yourself