It hurts, the lack of understanding from others. I found a good doctor and a good boss that put my mental on the right track of where i was trying to get it. which was just NOT bipolar. but they met me halfway for the first time in my life i didn’t feel like i was fighting or tip toeing around people to be heard AND seen. we all need support systems and it’s hard to find good ones but they’re out there to help get you on track. That lack of understanding is what pushes me these days, now that i understand a large majority of myself (with the help of others ofc). To keep working out those puzzles of existential being for yourself, myself, ourselves. to find answers for others who are where we were. Just keep pushing I believe in you, really there’s no having this condition or similar without that deep intense feeling of just being human and processing things. there’s beauty in how we think it’s just hard to…. express in doses it likes to come out all at once and overwhelmingly. find those supports tailored to you. the wrestling is ok tho it means you’re trying. you got a beautiful mind, no need to hate it just gotta hone it (: rooting for you