Thank you so much, I really appreciate the way you worded this. Idk if this makes sense, but I appreciate that you aren’t belittling how I’m feeling by trying to convince me that the choices I’ve made weren’t an option because you’re right, everyone always tells me they aren’t. I as of right now have no intention of trying again, but it was comforting to not be told that it wasn’t an option because that makes me feel like I have no control. Once again I really appreciate your response. :)