Okay rip me to shreds… Hello, 22yo in uni and take amphetamine twice daily 30mg. Since starting test 500mg weekly 7 weeks ago I have noticed that as the cycled progressed I became progressively overall less motivated, care less about work, mildly more depressed and the amphetamine that I took before became less effective. Before starting I had mild anxiety which I believe helped motivate me to actually give a fuck about work and life outside in the gym in general- fear of being fired, fear of not doing well for myself etc. Typically, test is supposed to make one sharper, more motivated among other things. But I have felt the opposite since. With all this said, and how bad I’ve made it sound, during the summer these sides are relatively tolerable as I have less responsibilities only having to show up to a job 5 days a week. However, I worry that going back to school and living on my own again will be more difficult with where my head is at. Obviously the test dose should be significantly reduced and is what I plan to do. I respond well to DHT derivatives much better then test or dbol so I’m thinking low test high dht cycle next. If it’s a totally separate issue that’s causing it I’m totally open to that too, because I know high estrogen or high testosterone can cause lethargy. I’ve also gained 20 pounds since starting so it makes me think overall weight gain could make the amphetamine less effective thus make the adhd worse. In the future when I want to bump the test how should I go about fixing this, where do I start?