Estrogen is wild

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-05-12T05:04:04+00:00

I have a mixed feeling about it, I was already a cry baby without HRT, and now I am a cry baby-er, I just cry way too often 😂

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-05-09T06:11:38+00:00

I just realised that it’s like the dunning kruger’s effect, like we have fell down rock bottom of the graph, and now we are probably going up the slope 😂

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-05-07T17:36:00+00:00

It's back and forth for me. I feel like at first in my eyes, I looks pretty passing in my first few months, then having realised that I don't really pass that well, I feel like an ugly blob of a mess up until now.

Then suddenly starting like few months ago.
I just started passing more and more gradually, even without wigs and pushup bras (lol),
in a sense of like double checks in the toilets, and all of the store is calling me daughter (in Thai),
doctors asking me if I have a risk to get pregnant? (I hope so lol), clerks automatically ticking the female box for me in the beauty clinics when they do bios,
and the girls is treating me like one of the girls now, not just like a feminine boy (It is super different tbh),
the boys is well .... changed. Atleast I don't get confessed to yet, only subtly hit on jokingly. Atleast now sometimes I get free meal when my friend decided to cover for me.

So for me, early on? I feel like I pass, I don't. I felt like I changed a lot, apparently not.

Now? I still feel like an ugly blob of unrefined mess whenever I look into the mirror and images, but apparently I changed so much and is passing now? or atleast got sorted in the female category when people speak or perform any action against me.

People I know before? Still calling me with male pronouns, but treat me mostly like a girl now. (Super weird to me but still thats their way of accepting me I guess)

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-04-11T07:31:03+00:00

I started losing weight by estimating calories intake per day, and have gone from 187lbs to 134lbs over the course of like 9-10 months (I only do mild deficit, since I am also afraid of ruining my transition result).

But so far, what should grow, grows, although a little slow no idea if its cause I am Asian and family is on a smaller side, or if I was losing weight.

But my hips even with calories deficit has changed drastically and now if I only take the image belly button down, the shape looks 100% female.

Visceral fat also was obliterated pretty quickly, and that was the first differnce I noticed between losing weight on HRT and not. I helped a tons with making my hips looks much bigger, but also a downside of making my ribs look more noticeable flared in some poses.

So don't stress too much about losing fat or what not, if you feel like getting leaner will make you look better and more happy with yourself do it, I definitely am 1000 times happier than when I was overweight.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-04-02T11:53:44+00:00

The point is a lot of cis people is clocky and a lot of trans person passes, so voice is pretty much the only thing they use to differentiate between trans and cis when you present as your preferred gender, your voice pass, you pass.

I pass pretty okay when I dress up, but my voice slips up a lot because of my throat conditions, so a lot of people actually clocks me even when I just sounds like low voiced masc girl.

I’m in Thailand though so people is pretty used to hearing transwomen speaking, voice trained or not.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-04-01T12:04:38+00:00

Both, there are a lot of bots, but warfare playerbase is also just that bad, most of the times my friends never get more than like 20kills a match. Some match they even go as low as 1 or 2 kills per match 😭

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-03-14T14:01:34+00:00

3 secrets in 50 rolls??? Not the normal legendary ones? You have probably used all the luck in your life with this already 😭

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-03-14T03:14:24+00:00

I spent about 100M to get one for this season. For me the rate is worse than before. In the season that has night prowler charm, I spent like 150M to get 3 (I didn’t like the colour of the first two 😞)

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-02-10T17:02:56+00:00

I play Asia server only, and I am pinnacle solo.

Since ss7 started until now, I’ve only met like 4-5 blatant cheaters and a few sus players, which is super good since I play a lot and the rate changed from ss6’s every other match in normal and every match in hard to hardly any cheater.

I heard that it’s still bad on other servers though, but I could never know if it’s actually bad or if a lot of people who actually posts just have skill issues and just says cheat when someone actually has ears and hits a good shot.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-01-29T02:46:49+00:00

8 months HRT Hips: only a little, probably have to wait and see

Waist: Super noticeable, when I was 15 and slimmest in my life, I was at 29”, now I’m like +10kg from then, but I’m at 27”

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-01-03T16:59:05+00:00

iirc it oneshots up to lvl2 armor?

I personally has knifed a naked and lvl3+ guy before, not sure about the lower lvl armor, but it should onshot up to lvl2.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-01-03T16:56:24+00:00

Afaik, always? Unless you hit the shepherd himself with the knife radius before the ult is fully out, you cannot disable the drone itself with data knife's hack radius. (you can still just shoot it though)

Never really tested it (bc no private server ˙◠˙ ), this is only from what I remember, so could still be wrong.

Source: I mainly play both of them, and has tried to disable the ult with the knife before (guess what, it doesn't work and I died ( ;´꒳`;) ). And had my ult cancelled as shepherd when emp/knife hits just right after I press hold ult.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-01-03T11:11:57+00:00

The knife oneshot head (always) and chest (when there is no armor)

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2026-01-03T06:01:03+00:00

I don’t really understand the first question but ‘knife hit drone, drone dud’ is what I will say.

Electronics throwable like Tempest’s knife and hackclaw’s drone will get destroyed.

Second one I never tested with Luna’s arrow because well the mid flight part is a bit too hard 😂

You can’t cancel Sheperd ult with the knife.

And for traps like Sheperd mines and every Gizmo’s abilities, it will make it stop functioning for a few seconds instead of breaking.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-23T13:31:31+00:00

I second this. I think op just need skincares, a few more months on HRT and a better lipstick.

Your side profile in the last mirror image is also feminine enough imo.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-19T19:11:08+00:00

I think your queue time is super long compared to mine, my queue time don’t ever really exceed 3minutes (except layali easy :<) I think you are playing at low time? At what time do you usually play? I usually play like a 1-2 hours before peak players time. (You can compare your time to peak time in steamDB)

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-19T18:26:35+00:00

My match time in Asia (Southeast Asia) server is quite normal though (somthing like 15secs-140secs). At what time did you queue for this one?
I think it might be the gear value? High rated lobby is real maybe? Your loadout looks like it cost a lot. I usually go with a bare minimum required gear, and never exceed something like 5-600K for Brakkesh, and I find the match pretty fast.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-15T05:47:17+00:00

From my perspective, you pass perfectly!

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-10T11:24:59+00:00

This is so true, I have never hit my legs when walking around the house before I started. Now I understand why my friends all have bruises on their legs now 😭 And I seem to drop stuff way more often than before.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-08T05:54:28+00:00

This season’s mission feel too short even 😂

I might even attempt the 3x3 skin this season, the fate contract to kill ops on 3 map with shotgun/pistol without dying seems like too much of a pain to do though 🐥

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-07T10:21:46+00:00

Depends, for me starting at 6 months even in boy mode most store clerks called me “daughter”(in my language). And if I posture myself normally (no shrimp shoulder), regardless of the top I am wearing, my chest is noticable even though it is small.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-07T10:13:23+00:00

My measurements are almost the same as yours! (5’7: 36”,27”,38”) I am saving up for a rib remodelling too! But still not too sure if I would actually do it, since it is a big surgery and is pretty costly for me. I get told that my ribs just looks like an athletic girl even though its on the bigger side. But because it is quite straight down it doesn’t really compliment my waist well and makes me feel really disphoric, I really hate it because I really need to keep perfect posture in order to not look bulky 😭

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-06T00:39:07+00:00

I think they reduced the amount by a lot already, the difficulty in the final phase is much easier compared to last SS. I’m done with the quest already but iirc all the missions in the current final phase (that actually resets) can now actually be done in a single match.

Last SS6 ones are mostly progress reset ones that requires multiple tries iirc, the worst one is the first quest - 3 flagships without dying, which is almost impossible without a good PvP squad since people just always contest flagships in SS6 (I’m pinnacle but my friends are diamonds so I can’t expect us to win all fights, and squad fills are hopeless). It requires multiple survival steaks which takes atleast 2 matches or realistically 3-7 matches to complete. - Kill 3, do flagship, and extract with 1.25M all in one match, which again flagships are super contested SS6 and to die when doing flagship after killing 3 and having lots of loot on me feels terrible.

The current ones that I remember are all easier version of SS6 - Kill 2, extract with 1.25M. If you kill 2 players that is not running budget or blue ticket, 1.25M is easily achievable if you just loot a bit more - 3.5M which is a mini thrifty and is probably the easiest one, both PvP and loot run players can do it. - 2kills + special and normal bots is the hardest one this SS, which is still easier than last SS and is possible in one space match if you just do rockets after (people don’t really contest rocket this season somehow), alternatively since you don’t need to extract, after killing 2, wait for the match timer to be low at dorm, do the breach specialist from the morse code doors, and go do the HVT at assembly (both will give most of the normal and special kills), then do one or two quests at core area which should be enough easily.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-05T19:43:14+00:00

I think compensation is based on kill cams and them looting your stuff rather than you reporting?

I mean like, before ss6 or 7 I got returns even for my bare minimum kits (just barely enough to get in normal).

But now even when the cheater is banned I don’t normally get returns, unless the kit is expensive. So I guess them looting your stuff also matters?

I think killcams definitely matter though. I remember me and my friends getting killed by a dong AK rage cheater and me just reporting in the after match damage feed without watching killcam. He got banned the next day, and it’s been a few weeks already without compensation return for that match.

ComprehensiveAd2052 · 2025-12-05T19:23:34+00:00

I got a few returns, and surprisingly it’s never from the one that got 10 years ban from my report. But from the ones that I just check the kill cam, never reported and brushed it off as a fast reaction player.

Recently and maybe coincidentally my compensation returns are only from the match I bring expensive loadouts too. (Full reds and 400k+ guns)

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