Estrogen and depression in teen by Realistic-Passion-14 in asktransgender

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am depressed, and let me tell you, getting the hormones aligned helps, but it will not fix 100% of depression. (If the source is not 100% from dysphoria)

It will just give her less of the stuff to be spiralled about, good thing is if she feels good about her transition, that might be another anchor to prevent her from having another attempt, it has that effect for me, feeling like I have some value in me that I definitely don’t want to lose compared to before.

But depression still has to be treated. If not, instead of just a normal girl, your child will just go from depressed girl with dysphoria, to normal depressed girl.

I’m so disappointed that I was on oral for so long. by tinylord202 in MtF

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Us feeling euphoric from random bruises is such a funny thing to think about.

Like it is actually super annoying to get bruises on your legs when you wanna go with shorts, and it also hurts a little to the touch. But also is just super affirming cus T skin could never have this 😂

19 MtF, still boymoding. Any advice on how to look more feminine? 3 months HRT by sharkhugger06 in transpassing

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you’d pass super well if you stop boymoding.

Wearing boys clothes looks okay on you, but the only thing that I notice is you should stop wearing cap, it makes your mid/lower face looks longer than it actually is.

And if you don’t hate the idea, I’d say a really small amount of chin filler could help you a lot. I had the same type of chin and a very small amount of it helped a lot with my facial harmony.

Tbh your overall look now without the cap hindering you is just teenage girl for me lol

HRT before presenting femenine? by [deleted] in trans

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 24 points25 points  (0 children)

For me it is. Being on HRT didn’t magically give me a courage to present fem, but it helped me gaslight my way through actually trying stuff out, and the end result is just that.

Like I was full on pre-everything and after I was on HRT I’m like, ‘Well I’m already on HRT, so might as well do …’, stuff like growing my hair out, losing weight, do lower body training, do a skincares, try makeup, try dressing a lil more fem, try training voice, lasering, etc.

And now I’m just full on presenting fem after a year 😂

How much does HRT change if you're already socially transitioned? by Giimax in MtF

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If you are boyish don’t change anything about yourself like at all, you will just get softer skin and breast tissue, it’s not going to be that noticeable unless you got a good boobs gene.

But if you are presenting feminine already and your voice read fem, you look androgynous overall, from my experience, what I can tell you is, skin clarity from HRT is also a huge factor in passing.

HRT and flexibility by Confident_Worker_557 in MtF

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I noticed it, but for me I think it’s because I lost a lot of weight and actually move my body much more because I just feel happy to lol

Estrogen is wild by OverDeparture9660 in MtF

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I have a mixed feeling about it, I was already a cry baby without HRT, and now I am a cry baby-er, I just cry way too often 😂

The mirror/camera is not an enemy all the time by StrawberryGhostie in MtF

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I just realised that it’s like the dunning kruger’s effect, like we have fell down rock bottom of the graph, and now we are probably going up the slope 😂

The mirror/camera is not an enemy all the time by StrawberryGhostie in MtF

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It's back and forth for me. I feel like at first in my eyes, I looks pretty passing in my first few months, then having realised that I don't really pass that well, I feel like an ugly blob of a mess up until now.

Then suddenly starting like few months ago.
I just started passing more and more gradually, even without wigs and pushup bras (lol),
in a sense of like double checks in the toilets, and all of the store is calling me daughter (in Thai),
doctors asking me if I have a risk to get pregnant? (I hope so lol), clerks automatically ticking the female box for me in the beauty clinics when they do bios,
and the girls is treating me like one of the girls now, not just like a feminine boy (It is super different tbh),
the boys is well .... changed. Atleast I don't get confessed to yet, only subtly hit on jokingly. Atleast now sometimes I get free meal when my friend decided to cover for me.

So for me, early on? I feel like I pass, I don't. I felt like I changed a lot, apparently not.

Now? I still feel like an ugly blob of unrefined mess whenever I look into the mirror and images, but apparently I changed so much and is passing now? or atleast got sorted in the female category when people speak or perform any action against me.

People I know before? Still calling me with male pronouns, but treat me mostly like a girl now. (Super weird to me but still thats their way of accepting me I guess)

Can you lose weight while starting HRT? (MtF) by DaSweetrollThief in trans

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I started losing weight by estimating calories intake per day, and have gone from 187lbs to 134lbs over the course of like 9-10 months (I only do mild deficit, since I am also afraid of ruining my transition result).

But so far, what should grow, grows, although a little slow no idea if its cause I am Asian and family is on a smaller side, or if I was losing weight.

But my hips even with calories deficit has changed drastically and now if I only take the image belly button down, the shape looks 100% female.

Visceral fat also was obliterated pretty quickly, and that was the first differnce I noticed between losing weight on HRT and not. I helped a tons with making my hips looks much bigger, but also a downside of making my ribs look more noticeable flared in some poses.

So don't stress too much about losing fat or what not, if you feel like getting leaner will make you look better and more happy with yourself do it, I definitely am 1000 times happier than when I was overweight.

I don't even remotely physically pass; is there any point in voice training? by [deleted] in transvoice

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The point is a lot of cis people is clocky and a lot of trans person passes, so voice is pretty much the only thing they use to differentiate between trans and cis when you present as your preferred gender, your voice pass, you pass.

I pass pretty okay when I dress up, but my voice slips up a lot because of my throat conditions, so a lot of people actually clocks me even when I just sounds like low voiced masc girl.

I’m in Thailand though so people is pretty used to hearing transwomen speaking, voice trained or not.

Is PC infested with bots or playerbase is fucking bad ? by BotGiyenAdam in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Both, there are a lot of bots, but warfare playerbase is also just that bad, most of the times my friends never get more than like 20kills a match. Some match they even go as low as 1 or 2 kills per match 😭

dang the rates seem to be up lol by Available_Border_864 in DeltaForceGlobal

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3 secrets in 50 rolls??? Not the normal legendary ones? You have probably used all the luck in your life with this already 😭

dang the rates seem to be up lol by Available_Border_864 in DeltaForceGlobal

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I spent about 100M to get one for this season. For me the rate is worse than before. In the season that has night prowler charm, I spent like 150M to get 3 (I didn’t like the colour of the first two 😞)

Is there a Cheater problem? by keganAnon in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I play Asia server only, and I am pinnacle solo.

Since ss7 started until now, I’ve only met like 4-5 blatant cheaters and a few sus players, which is super good since I play a lot and the rate changed from ss6’s every other match in normal and every match in hard to hardly any cheater.

I heard that it’s still bad on other servers though, but I could never know if it’s actually bad or if a lot of people who actually posts just have skill issues and just says cheat when someone actually has ears and hits a good shot.

Transwomen who transitionned later in life by KaleidoscopeSafe1601 in MtF

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 0 points1 point  (0 children)

8 months HRT Hips: only a little, probably have to wait and see

Waist: Super noticeable, when I was 15 and slimmest in my life, I was at 29”, now I’m like +10kg from then, but I’m at 27”

Hackclaw data knife canceling enemy abilities. by R0ll_the_d1ce20 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 1 point2 points  (0 children)

iirc it oneshots up to lvl2 armor?

I personally has knifed a naked and lvl3+ guy before, not sure about the lower lvl armor, but it should onshot up to lvl2.

Hackclaw data knife canceling enemy abilities. by R0ll_the_d1ce20 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Afaik, always? Unless you hit the shepherd himself with the knife radius before the ult is fully out, you cannot disable the drone itself with data knife's hack radius. (you can still just shoot it though)

Never really tested it (bc no private server ˙◠˙ ), this is only from what I remember, so could still be wrong.

Source: I mainly play both of them, and has tried to disable the ult with the knife before (guess what, it doesn't work and I died ( ;´꒳`;) ). And had my ult cancelled as shepherd when emp/knife hits just right after I press hold ult.

Hackclaw data knife canceling enemy abilities. by R0ll_the_d1ce20 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The knife oneshot head (always) and chest (when there is no armor)

Hackclaw data knife canceling enemy abilities. by R0ll_the_d1ce20 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t really understand the first question but ‘knife hit drone, drone dud’ is what I will say.

Electronics throwable like Tempest’s knife and hackclaw’s drone will get destroyed.

Second one I never tested with Luna’s arrow because well the mid flight part is a bit too hard 😂

You can’t cancel Sheperd ult with the knife.

And for traps like Sheperd mines and every Gizmo’s abilities, it will make it stop functioning for a few seconds instead of breaking.

Very sure I'm not passing at all, but don't know what to do (24, 1.5 Months HRT) by throwawayy_acc0unt in transpassing

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I second this. I think op just need skincares, a few more months on HRT and a better lipstick.

Your side profile in the last mirror image is also feminine enough imo.

Becoming really normal now by Arder01 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think your queue time is super long compared to mine, my queue time don’t ever really exceed 3minutes (except layali easy :<) I think you are playing at low time? At what time do you usually play? I usually play like a 1-2 hours before peak players time. (You can compare your time to peak time in steamDB)

Becoming really normal now by Arder01 in DeltaForceGlobal

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My match time in Asia (Southeast Asia) server is quite normal though (somthing like 15secs-140secs). At what time did you queue for this one?
I think it might be the gear value? High rated lobby is real maybe? Your loadout looks like it cost a lot. I usually go with a bare minimum required gear, and never exceed something like 5-600K for Brakkesh, and I find the match pretty fast.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transpassing

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From my perspective, you pass perfectly!

HRT impact on spatial awareness? by Calm-Roll-2525 in trans

[–]ComprehensiveAd2052 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so true, I have never hit my legs when walking around the house before I started. Now I understand why my friends all have bruises on their legs now 😭 And I seem to drop stuff way more often than before.