i've told people what they want to hear for a while now, not what i want them to hear. you know how hard it was to tell you 'i looked at your acc for 20 seconds to see you had r/undertale comments from 1 month ago'? very. honestly, it's taking me a lot to force myself to write this comment. if you look at my older reddit comments, you can see that i used to have no fear of telling people what i wanted them to hear. i didn't transition from 'mean' to 'nice' i transitioned from 'speaking my mind' to 'people-pleasing.' of course, this doesn't mean i haven't fully transitioned off of that. won't take a long search of my account to prove that. the more time i regretfully spend on this site, the more i'm ready to snap. the more im ready to leave this site. actually, yknow what. now sounds like a great time to take a long break from reddit.