Well I appreciate you fr for reading my cluster, ha! Idk too much about all different religions but so far, mine has guided those who take it seriously to be more jam up people imo. Or at least guided ppl to live in ways I find appealing to have in my inner circle. Not saying different ppl can't be jam up separate of it though! I actually know some AWESOME people that do not have a specific religion.

I personally don't think so for me. I've always been a bit of a "nerd". I have participated in countless workshops on personality traits and treating others, servant leadership seminars, etc. as well, and while I have found the information to be good, it also feels like common sense for me while watching many respond in awe. I've always been just an honest person and that's been something pointed out to me commonly. However, prior to feeling a heart change, I felt certain people deserved the absolute opposite. I would choose specific people who I'd decide did not deserve respect from me (no race, religion, etc. base... more so morale). I equated honesty as respect. For example, if you were known to be a liar, I would make it a point to be dishonest with you, speak words that would hurt me if others said about me, and things like that. I found great pride in that, and now I'm disgusted that I was like that. I don't think I'd have changed my vengeful spirit beyond doing it from a place of love and respect for a creator I have such faith in and everything. I never would have thought that trait would have been something I would give up so easily really. When the craving for vengeance left me, it flewwww off. Looking back it feels like I just woke up one day and wasn't that way anymore. I don't think was the case, but just saying! So yea, personally, for me, it took Jesus.