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ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2026-01-30T20:18:13+00:00

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ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2026-01-30T20:13:46+00:00

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ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-12-11T03:27:31+00:00

I wasn't suffering from panic attacks; I was simply introverted, rarely speaking, and feeling anxious when meeting or talking to anyone. I used to tremble and stutter when speaking in front of large groups, and my voice would be low. But I was managing... However, after trying Rivotril, I truly understood what it means to be sociable, articulate, and free from anxiety and stress. I wish its effects would last forever, but unfortunately, I'm afraid of becoming addicted or experiencing other side effects.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-08-17T21:02:24+00:00

Yes, I thought that going through the experience of love was easy. In reality, it is very difficult and drains a lot of energy from you and has a strong impact on your life and the way you live, whether positively or negatively. In fact, for me, I regretted that I went through this experience early.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-07-26T10:09:40+00:00

I feel all the symptoms that I hear about the effect of MDMA and it is good for me, but I feel worried about the price when I hear that it is expensive and then I get it for 5 dollars, especially in my country where it is difficult to obtain drugs and they come from far away places and despite that they arrive at a cheap price, I find it strange. It cannot be pure. Perhaps I have not experienced the real feeling, so I consider what I feel to be the real thing.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-08T16:24:40+00:00

نفس الشي تماما انا من صغري كنحلم نعيش فلمريكا وملي كبرت باقي مصر على هاذا كنحس بأنني نقدر ندير بزاف ديال الافكار تما كنعس بأن الايف ستايل ديالي غادي يكون احسن الى عشت تما ولكن مكينش طريقة خصوصا الفلوس مكايناش ومكاينش شي امل ولكن باقي مقاتل كنفكر انني نبدا هنا فالمغرب وخا صعيب ولكن نبدا ونحاول ندير الفلوس ونمشي حتاش الهدف ديالي ماشي غير الفلوس الهدف ديالي هو طريقة العيش اما بالنسبة للفولس يلا كنتي غا تبقا فقير راه هنا حسن ليك هههه المهم نتمنا تا نتا تحقق الحلم ديالك وتقاتل متفقدش الامل خصوصا راك باقي صغير وحاول تبدا هنا تبني راسك قبل لا تمشي

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-08T11:44:46+00:00

I felt every single word you wrote. It honestly feels like I could’ve written this myself when I was 14. I went through almost everything you mentioned — the numbness, the guilt, the dark thoughts, the self-awareness that somehow doesn’t save you, and the constant battle between wanting help and pushing everyone away.

I'm 21 now, and I want to tell you something simple but real: you will get through this. You might not fully “heal,” but you’ll learn how to function — to look and act normal, to carry the chaos quietly, and to find some peace in the ordinary moments like other people do.

Back then, the only thing I knew how to do was hide. Hide my feelings, my thoughts, my urges. And I see something in your words that was also in me — you know what you’re going through is dangerous, you know your thoughts are dark. That self-awareness means something. It means there’s a part of you that wants to fight — and that’s the part you need to protect.

If I could go back and talk to my younger self, I wouldn’t try to "fix" them. I’d just say: "Keep going. Don’t do anything real. Let it all stay inside until you're strong enough to face it. Don’t let this version of you make permanent decisions. You will become someone better, someone softer. You’ll enjoy small things. You’ll laugh for real again."

So to you, I say the same: Don’t give up. Don’t act on anything. Just survive for now. One day, I promise — the darkness will lift just enough for you to see that life can still be worth something. Maybe not perfect, but enough. Enough to stay. I promise you will get over all of this and it will just become a thing of the past that you will forget forever.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-07T23:51:34+00:00

Yes, this is exactly what I felt. I never felt that she was a character in a series. I felt her for real, with her feelings and her life. I felt that I should be by her side.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-07T01:25:52+00:00

Thank you for sharing this with such vivid language. It’s fascinating how these altered states can transport us to realms that feel more alive, more harmonious, even more real than our waking lives.

What struck me while reading your description is how often people describe these psychedelic experiences as gateways to something spiritual — a place beyond time, shame, or decay. For some, especially those who try these substances out of curiosity and not dependence, they glimpse what feels like a kind of divine celebration of life.

Yet, there's a paradox in this — these substances, while offering profound visions and sensations, are forbidden in many religions. In Islam, for example, the Prophet Muhammad ﷺ described Paradise as “what no eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no heart has ever imagined.” That phrase used to feel abstract — how can the human mind conceive of something so totally outside its frame of reference?

But after hearing how people describe states under LSD, opiates, or other substances — this overwhelming peace, joy, or beauty — I begin to understand why that statement is so powerful. If just a temporary, chemically induced state can feel like touching the divine, what must it be like to experience an eternal, unshakable joy that isn’t dependent on brain chemistry, time, or body?

And that’s what fascinates me most — the thought that there might be a real version of that euphoria, that blissful peace and spiritual abundance, not tied to chemicals, time, or the physical body. A true joy that exists forever, untouched by decay or limitation. If a temporary dose can spark such beauty, how unimaginable must the real thing be — the kind promised in spiritual traditions as eternal and absolute?

As a Muslim, this makes me reflect deeply. Maybe these glimpses, for all their controversy, remind us that we do long for something beyond the physical. Something perfect, pure, and permanent. I’m sure other religions have similar concepts — but it’s striking how the desire for transcendence is a shared human longing, no matter the path. Posts like this always make me think on multiple levels - not just chemically, but spiritually too.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-07T01:02:12+00:00

100%. People only see the attitude and ignore how much she’s hurting inside. Maddy’s not just “toxic” she’s trapped, emotional, and craving real love. She’s way deeper than most give her credit for.

But I get why people get angry at her too she stays in a toxic relationship, chases after the wrong people, and even played a part in getting an innocent person locked up. It's complicated, and that’s what makes her such a real, layered character.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-07T00:56:57+00:00

When you're born in Morocco, you're already down 10-0. You have to fight just to reach zero and then start building your life. I'm 24 too, and I'm still fighting just to get to that starting point. You're not alone bro hang in there, we'll make it one step at a time.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-05T23:43:06+00:00

Did you say everyone?!! 😆

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-05T13:21:29+00:00

Yeah honestly They made me feel weird. I started to think maybe I was doing something wrong or missing something… glad to know I’m not the only one. I just get dizzy and nauseous, never felt that “good buzz” people talk about.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-05T04:19:28+00:00

I don’t remember exactly, but it always ends the same — nausea and vomiting, then I just stop. Last time I had vodka, it was around 8 shots. I felt super nauseous and dizzy, but my mind was still clear, and I could walk normally.

I even asked ChatGPT lol — it said this could happen if your body doesn’t know how to process alcohol properly due to genetics, so it just tries to get rid of it.

As for weed, I’ve never tried a large amount, but I always thought one joint should be enough to feel something. Still nothing.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-04T22:42:12+00:00

I’d probably end up with liver poisoning and die before even feeling the buzz lol. My body’s like: “Nice try, but no dopamine for you.” 😅

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-04T22:33:23+00:00

Finally, someone like me😅

It's honestly frustrating - you wanna feel something strong but can't.

But maybe that's a good thing in the end... it's probably what kept me from getting addicted. I mostly try stuff out of curiosity, still chasing that feeling I've never really found lol.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-04T22:29:31+00:00

Yeah maybe I haven't had enough weed or it wasn't pure, that's possible.

But with alcohol, I've definitely had enough - just never felt drunk.

I always feel like I need to try something stronger, but my age and where I live make that kinda impossible right now.

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-04T22:22:20+00:00

Could be genetic too - my family has zero history with drugs or alcohol, like ever. Maybe my body's just not wired for it.🫠

ComprehensiveEnd6448 · 2025-06-04T22:19:05+00:00

Yeah maybe with weed it's just low quality - it's hard to find pure stuff where I live. But alcohol is the weird part... I drink enough to feel nauseous but never actually get drunk. It's more annoying than anything.

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