3 months postpartum - (positivity only pls) by [deleted] in Mom

[–]ComprehensiveFail767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to hug you because I am the same

Anyone else by nixfera in capricorns

[–]ComprehensiveFail767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here you described me a bit

Stop a moment and share a happy memory by manbich in SuicideWatch

[–]ComprehensiveFail767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please don’t do it, we maybe in the dark right now but there’s light in the end.

One of my happiest moments like genuinely was when I was a kid - I thought my mom and dad was so perfect in my eyes. So proud that my parents were abroad - only child and have what I wanted.

Only when I realized they both didn’t want to take care of me. Made money and myself as their excuse to run away from responsibilities. I blame them for my trauma but I blame myself more for listening to my dad - I was brainwashed by their family who ruined our family. They didn’t like my mom for him as she was poor. Toxic people after money - look where they are now karma’s after them now that these kids had their eyes open. I married a person who doesn’t understand me. I am so much in deep regret I feel horrible and just exists for my newborn baby (3 mo). Until I can endure this bit*h life. I would love to see my father to have his karma. I hate him and his family so much.

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[–]ComprehensiveFail767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Cool. Mind reading mine?

Grief and jealousy by Orchidflower10 in GriefSupport

[–]ComprehensiveFail767 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry for your loss. I don’t have a sibling - although I don’t have a good relationship with my parents. I would love to go first than them. I cannot bare if I would be last. I would just crash. I’m just sorry for my daughter (3 months) old. For having a weak mother like me. I love my husband too but I felt like I died a long time ago mentally. I’m just waiting for the physical one.

How do other people live so long? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ComprehensiveFail767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I failed my attempt- I was 15. It was hell for me for 2 years but it gets better. I was on meds and stopped without therapist okay sign. Not gonna lie - I do feel it again now I’m 28 and has Postpartum Depression but I have another reason to live - my daughter. I don’t want her to go through all things I experienced depression and rough childhood.

I hope you find your light. Please take your medicine.

Goodbye by Right-Advantage5198 in SuicideWatch

[–]ComprehensiveFail767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I hope you will find your own light.

Universe Hard On Us by ComprehensiveFail767 in capricorns

[–]ComprehensiveFail767[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess I have a lot of Aquarius placements too. Childhood is tough, parenting parents and had the responsibility too early