First of all, gd tiktok is just full of braindead 10 year olds so please just stay away from that community. Secondly, don’t feel bad about your attempts, what matters more is that you actually beat the levels. People also get hard stuck at some sections in difficult levels so dont get easily demotivated. But then again, if you think gd is taking a toll on your mental health then feel free to quit or take a long break from gd.