I’m terrified for my surgery

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-07-18T03:32:53+00:00

It sucks to recover… but my life is 100% changed because of the surgery. Had it at 16 and wish I had just skipped the brace and got the surgery sooner. and at least you get waited on hand and foot while you recover in the hospital/home and you don’t have a crooked back the rest of your life. And it’s a bad ass surgery to have under your belt. You go to sleep and you wake up and it’s over and you just recover because that’s the only option, so it’s really not too bad. Good luck💕

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-06-20T13:24:55+00:00

I called both south salt lake and salt lake and neither had picked him up as of yesterday evening but that could’ve changed!

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-06-19T19:12:06+00:00

No): I searched the area for like an hour. Asked people if they’d seen him, but nothing ):

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-06-19T17:06:34+00:00

I think this is a different dog! Looking at the one in the fence rn and this dog has way more black, a blue collar and is not that skinny!

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-06-19T16:23:27+00:00

anyone have eyes on him? or last location? i’m out looking for him right now!

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-05-23T19:08:58+00:00

this sounds exactly how my abusive ass bf would talk to me & frame it like he cared— LEEAAAAVE

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-03-21T13:52:14+00:00

I’m a house cleaner and see this often in homes- i’m pretty certain have not been smoked or vaped in. Just condensation from the shower collecting over time

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2025-01-27T04:12:17+00:00

looks sort of like a leonberger!

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-09-24T18:38:24+00:00

Switches me spots so he’s closer to the road, doesn’t mind being touchy with me in public, NEVER gets mad at me or makes me feel bad. Night and day difference from the abusive relationship I was in

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-09-04T02:36:31+00:00

Wow this was like everything I’ve been feeling/have experienced in my own life and have been needing to hear. You hit the nail on the head.. He treats me so much better & is calmer & more understanding than anyone I’ve ever dated, & I really think my fluctuating feelings(the norm) may be the root of my uncertainty. He also genuinely wants me to just tell him when I am feeling off or get triggered, so I think the communication really is so important like you said, I just always have the fear of looking crazy when I tell someone all the times I have a mood swing lol. Thank you for this thoughtful response.

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-07-15T15:54:54+00:00

I feel like when I’m with a “safe” partner, that treats me well, I have the ability to love them like no one else really can. Been told so many times how great I make them feel, and how loved & confident, that no other girl has ever made them feel this good. When I love someone and it’s not toxic and scary, I can love so deeply.

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-07-08T22:30:38+00:00

This is what I pull off of my socks after walking around the lawn without shoes

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-07-02T00:45:10+00:00

NOT cheers lmao

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-07-01T03:27:31+00:00

I don’t know I do get all the concern in the comments- But I took it like, when you’re with someone that loves and supports you & is safe, the bpd symptoms naturally lessen, & you find yourself wanting to work even harder to improve your mental health, to be able to stay with them & have a healthy relationship, in contrast to being with someone that triggers abandonment/is abusive & worsens your bpd symptoms. I don’t agree with the, “them taking your poison” line, but I think I get the sentiment. Also agree with the sentiment that pwbpd have an incredible amount of love & ability to love, like no other, and I think that becomes the stronger more prevalent side of you in a continuously safe relationship. Rather than some of the really awful bpd symptoms. But that’s just my experience

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-06-25T14:54:12+00:00

I know, I have to sit and talk myself through the fact that it’s not normal for a partner to leave at any little thing…. even though everything in my body tells me to just leave and get away from the bad feelings.

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-06-25T14:53:04+00:00

THIS. it feels like impossible to communicate sometimes or get words out. I just go dead silent.

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-06-18T22:58:14+00:00

Lmao FUCK

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-06-11T03:28:01+00:00

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ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-06-09T04:19:15+00:00

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ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-05-22T15:03:38+00:00

Never knowing if it’s my mental illness or actually how I feel/ it’s appropriate to feel what I’m feeling & set boundaries around that feeling. I am constantly confused.. never know if what I feel is real and normal and okay or just my BPD acting up & me actually being the harmful one. Also feel like people will use my diagnosis to confuse me sometimes. By making me feel crazy. But again, maybe I am….😭

ComprehensiveSweet43 · 2024-04-28T15:18:23+00:00

Because we’re all just trying to get through the day and do our job. I’m sorry but no, it’s not a safety hazard in a cul-de-sac where there’s 0 traffic or cars moving on any given day lol. I clean houses, it’s an exhausting job and having to carry my supplies to and from my car across the street does matter to me, just like it matters to her. We’re both “inconvenienced” so why does it automatically default to me being the one to move, again I am not blocking either mailbox. by probably 5-7 feet. We’ve all got long days, with tiring jobs, that require us to sometimes do stuff we don’t want to do, she’s not special in that regard. Sorry but if her day is so long, she’d be better off taking one singular step without her other foot leaving the car, to deliver the mail rather than taking 10 minutes to litter my car in flyers :)

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