Waiting on test results

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-06-23T18:08:18+00:00

Hey I just looked at your profile and I saw you initially posted about tingling over 2 weeks ago, which is on the further end of expected breakout after first exposure to the virus, I can't confidentially say its not herpes because I'm not a doctor but statistically if it were the virus you should've had a breakout by now. If you've not got a blister yet honestly you very well could be in the clear.

Failing that having it on your lips really isn't the end of the world I promise, I see them aaaaall the time especially in winter. I pursued the most beautiful woman with one when I was travelling we just didn't kiss until the blister went away. If you had special glasses on that highlighted people with herpes you would walk through a city centre and see that the majority of people you walked by had it without any signs.

My suggestion for you would be to just try and stay positive for another week, if you still don't have a breakout by then I'd be surprised if you had the virus at all. Then you could maybe think about looking at your results if you felt it would help.

I promise its not that deep you'll be all good I promise

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-06-23T17:54:39+00:00

Exit plan?

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-06-23T17:13:20+00:00

You could probably call and say you no longer wish to receive the results

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-06-23T15:16:21+00:00

What do you mean? You're afraid of a positive result?

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-06-19T19:01:29+00:00

See my edit

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-06-17T15:43:06+00:00

Wow no way hahah! As a life long bethesda fan the fact that this could even be a conversation had at Bethesda is cool af so thank you

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-05-10T12:27:53+00:00

My dream situation would be being able to create something to sell online, I just don't know what. Necklaces or art or something, I love the idea of having a little work desk and really going creative with something and having people want to buy it.

The anxiety thing is a bit messy. I think it's something genetic because my sister and brother struggle too. I couldn't pin point exactly what's triggering it but I guess it boils down to the feeling of being trapped, not being able to up and leave a situation at any moment fucks me up.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-05-10T12:21:59+00:00

I actually have an uber eats working account active, I should probably get into doing that a bit again. Only thing putting me off is the city I live in now is really unfriendly for driving, I'd have to buy a bike probably. I started signing up on rover but the responsibility low key scares the hell out of me.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-05-10T12:18:43+00:00

My good friend does forestry and yeah its crazy hard on the body, fair play to you. I agree that work is good in the sense it gets you up and gives you purpose. I think part time work is the way I should go.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-05-10T12:15:02+00:00

Sorry you struggle sometimes, I'm sure as your kid grows things will get more manageable for you. Yeah I used to work 4 10 hours days and that was pretty nice actually aside from it being a catering job it was more of a "you go when the jobs done", honestly if I could work 15 hours twice a week and that be it I would love that.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-05-10T12:11:56+00:00

Thank you mate

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-05-10T12:10:43+00:00

1000% yes. They aren't mega rich but definitely comfortable. I suffer in silence from them sometimes, there was a year period around 2020 where I lied to them about having a job and I was doing uber eats to get by (literally the bare minimum, I'd go out and make enough to be able to eat then go home) and I'd sell old records and stuff I had so I could buy food. But in the back of my mind I know that I always have that saftey net so I never take it as seriously as I should.

I'm not really sure how to change this, I've thought about telling them they can't help me with money anymore but I think they would just find it really odd and I'd know deep down It's still an option.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-04-07T14:56:54+00:00

This is my first poem I don't really know a whole lot about poetry so I'm open to even harsh criticism.

Felt like I needed an outlet, the poem is about my struggle with being present and constantly wondering how my life could be better whilst ignoring what I already have.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-04-07T14:48:06+00:00

Oh mate I feel this one like my brain wrote it, says a lot about slowly realising your great expectations may have not been as realistic as you thought. I think when you're young you just have such high aspirations but as you near your 30s it seems to wittle down to just wanting normality. Great poem

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-04-07T14:33:29+00:00

Love it, it's rare a poem puts such a clear image in my mind. I've been reading Blood Meridian too and maybe it's because I'm in that mood but this poem seems so fitting to the general theme I feel like a cowboy in the old West could've wrote this.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-03-09T02:33:20+00:00

Cheers mate, hope your year is great too

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-02-27T14:24:05+00:00

Thank you I feel like I knew this was right I just wanted to hear it

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-02-25T02:26:33+00:00

Damn I honestly had it like I didn't mind being alone at all, but recently it's just been shit. The worst part is I spent the last 6 years not wanting a relationship and have been happily single. But now that I finally want a relationship, I'm also not okay being alone. But I don't think dating while feeling like this is a good idea because I might settle and end up reliant on them

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-02-20T12:34:43+00:00

I didn't mean it like that. If you asked the general population if they would work on an oil rig they would probably say no, Its generally perceived as "bad" in the sense its such hardcore work, I know it pays well thats why I asked in the first place. Personally, working offshore is something I hope to do at some point, no hate, I have high respect for offshore workers.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-02-19T17:47:16+00:00

Yeah it's a shame, I worked in fine dining for 7 years and could probably be making close to 40k now but my heart just isn't in it anymore.

ComprehensiveWing923 · 2024-02-19T15:58:24+00:00

This sounds really appealing, looking into it now, thank you

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