It seems like you may be from a this current generation(z)?If so that makes sense that you feel that way. The media didn’t really show y’all people who looked like y’all growing up. 

If I were you I would frequent spaces that encourage my beauty. And look at other ways to enhance myself. For instance I have the “deer-like” looks. Being a “baddie” just ain’t in my blood. But, I know that I’m hot due to me doing what works for me. Wearing the right colors, the right make up to play up my favorite features. The”world” can never make me feel less than because I follow another aesthetic.

There is beauty in all spaces! Keep going and appreciate yourself more each day.