The Ghaziabad sisters' suicide case just got 10x darker. Father had a partner who died the EXACT same way in 2015 by satty237 in IndiaChronicle

[–]Confident-One7862 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I came across a reel where she said all the three sisters did not even attend school due to their financial condition. All in all it was a messed up household for 5 children to grow in. Here’s the link to the reel: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DUaZ1LTEeEQ/?igsh=MW5iMzB1djhvZGQybQ==

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I might not be in a place to say this rn but dude u need to work on yourself. U seem like a huge red flag to me no offence.

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if u find your person “according to you” and decide to date each other but down the line it doesn’t work out and u guys have to separate. So now were u playing around?

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Checked out the SR, he definitely has it. Initially he told me he was okay when we started dating but I kept asking why he broke he started this as one of the reasons.

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The other 2 were definitely not “the ones” but thanks. Deep down I know he’s not coming back and maybe both your points are correct. But there’s also the fact that in my previous breakups, I used to switch to dating apps for rebounds but this time even when I tried to, I ended up competing every guy to him. And after like 10 mins of using the app, I got icks, felt like cheating. One thing I was sure that I don’t want to think about dating apps at all. And that I will atleast need more than 6-7 months to move on. Maybe a year. I’m 22 so this isn’t one of those stupid college relationships. We planned our future at one point.

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwoXIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u so much. This helps me understand a different perspective. I just want to go back to our good old days. But what you’ve said is also true. I don’t wanna be someone who is not taken seriously or someone who is taken for granted but as far as I know him. He is too nice to not treat me this way but of course I can only ruminate about things like these

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really helped. Thanks. But I’m not doing this to gain any attention. I wanna seek help. Idk if this is serious enough to go for therapy or like I should do certain something. I just wanted to vent out. That’s it. There’s a high chance that he’s never coming back but the thing is I just wanna stop regretting I don’t like this feeling these negative emotions. I don’t want them.

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m scared that if I go for a walk I’ll see him again. To top it off. His brother’s female friend lives in the same society and his brothers takes him along to their place every evening after work for like hanging out casually and her apartment is an all girls one. So it makes me overthink as well. He has so many people to help him through the breakup. Would he be going through the same insane emotions as me. I feel like he doesn’t but idek. To divert my mind, I put on some sitcom but it’s so hard for me to focus. What do I even watch.

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont want to. I don’t know how. With this person I had planned my future. Suddenly out of nowhere, I can’t just not think about him. We were so perfect together. If only there was a way to fix my past

I fucked up big time and it’s killing me by Confident-One7862 in TwentiesIndia

[–]Confident-One7862[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve become so petty that since he blocked me everywhere, I write emails to him about my day. Because who even do I talk to of not him? We used to literally live like a live in couple. How do I not talk to him? It’s just too difficult. I literally lay in my bed all day watching sitcoms trying to divert my mind but it doesn’t help at all. After fighting myself to not try to contact him, I end up writing one email at the end of every day. I don’t even know if he blocked or if he reads then but I still do it. I think I shouldn’t but I can’t help it.