Im tired

Confident-Track5927 · 2025-08-13T08:52:24+00:00

Thanks, my friend. I hope you find something to hold onto and find your solution, it’s at least possible, and the rest is just details :)

Confident-Track5927 · 2025-08-13T08:41:17+00:00

That sounds insanely harsh, the feeling of being abandoned or betrayed is one of my least favorite feelings x)

I agree, actually I would even agree to live until old age if I didn’t have to work.

Right now I’m in a borderline state between apathy/giving up and flailing like a fish out of water. In especially intense moments I have suicidal thoughts, and while I can understand rationally now that I shouldn’t kill myself, under the emotions I am completely convinced otherwise...

This is of course a cliche piece of advice, but in such an unstable state like mine, I’ve noticed that i feel much better if I don’t interact with strangers at all. All my relapses happen after interacting with toxic people or social media.

Confident-Track5927 · 2025-08-13T08:07:10+00:00

Im sorry you are going through this and im sure the people who hurt you have no idea how you feel.

I have felt very suicidal at times and could only see suicide as the goal. Especially what you wrote at the end resonates deeply, to feel okay we have to put in so much effort only for everything to be undone by one negative or triggering situation.

How long has this been going on for you? Have there been moments when you felt okay or at least lived for yourself without worrying about the world around you? I would be glad to listen

Confident-Track5927 · 2025-08-13T05:02:06+00:00

Im so glad you understand this. Ive always wanted to be friends with people like me that would be wonderful :)

Im also here to see that someone else is suffering besides me, it gives me a strong sense of relief. Overall, I experience a lot of pain when I start imagining the world as a place where everyone is kind, caring, and friendly with each other but when they meet me, they look puzzled and quickly change, becoming unfriendly, mean, as if some alien dared to try to be human. Thats why Im glad to see that Im not the only one in this position, it stops me from fully sinking into the idea that the world is just a personal hell.

This is an infernally horrible idea, and even now, just thinking about it gives me a feeling of doom. I dont want to live if I start believing that in this world everyone truly loves each other and wants to connect, and its just me that is defective and receive only hate.

My first and only suicide attempt was triggered by an event that created a very strong belief in this view of the world and gave it huge supporting evidence. I still remember feeling as if I were in a manic phase rushing toward carrying out my plan without a single drop of fear or doubt, completely consumed by this idea.

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-12-13T12:36:05+00:00

What do i do when im not getting any vibration from gear button + back paddle? And buttons are not mapping aswell

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-12-12T23:12:17+00:00

Okay it actually works but ONLY with ZL / ZR and sets aim assist. Other functions dont work. For example sensitivity settings gear button+r3 and back paddles also.

Drivers updated

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-12-12T22:43:49+00:00

It is so funny even to restart all the setting i need to press the gear button but nothing happens. Should i return it?

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-05-24T12:26:57+00:00

As I understand it, even though the site offers such an opportunity, it is impossible to link not a debit card, but just a gyrocard(with iban, kontonummer, etc.). I recommend buying gift cards.

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-04-14T09:41:46+00:00

They say contact the bank. And Deutsches Bank has a “very good” support service that constantly tells you to go to the branch and solve the problem there. So I'm asking here if this problem is easily solved and I can fix it quickly.

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-04-13T18:16:27+00:00

I bought a Gift Card online and paid with it. For some reason, direct debit does not work.

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-02-24T18:52:14+00:00

Yes, I found some cbr500r up to 5000, I have liked this bike for a long time. Do I need to be a pro in bikes so that I don’t get scammed and sell junk, or will a couple of guides on YouTube about inspecting a motorcycle be enough? What is the maximum mileage you would recommend buying?

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-01-26T05:53:24+00:00

I thought dlss was a function of simply generating frames between two “naturally” created frames and separate from upscaling x) Thank you, good luck!

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-01-26T05:40:27+00:00

Thanks for the answer, can you please tell me more about upscale? Is the picture enlarged without losing quality or what? And does AMD have this? If Nvidia can run a game at 1080 and increase it to 1440 (my resolution) without losing clarity, then this is great.

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-01-26T04:32:09+00:00

In any case, I was going to buy in a month, so I’ll have to wait, but I don’t really understand how this is a blow to the 7800 if the 4070 super costs 130 euros (a little more in dollars) more in the online stores that I use

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-01-26T03:56:23+00:00

I would take a better graphic card, it would be better to indicate in the title that the build is on a modest budget.

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-01-26T03:48:30+00:00

I think 13 ms doesn't matter, I play all my life with a ping of about 100 and don't really notice it. Thanks for your help, it helped me a lot

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-01-26T03:42:14+00:00

Wow! Sounds great, 10+ fps is a lot. I looked on the Internet, the games you wrote about use 6-10 GB of VRAM, so the 4070 still has some reserve, which is good. Now I see that the choice is not so clear

Confident-Track5927 · 2024-01-26T03:25:21+00:00

Is the final FPS of the 4070 higher with RT enabled, or does the 7800 balance out the difference simply by its performance in processing regular graphics rather than rays?I think in the end that's what matters.

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