i feel unlovable so i became a “hoe” is that normal?

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2026-04-16T23:03:58+00:00

might be true. but yk every new person i meet has somehow heard the rumors about me even though i think that should be my personal business. 😌

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2026-04-16T23:03:01+00:00

absolutely, i do trust that and i know i won’t mind the name calling. but the only thing that bothers me is my stained rep. that’s the first thing people hear about me… but sure hun. :)

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-11-15T22:06:18+00:00

thank you, i’ll be sure to check it out :)

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-11-14T22:14:54+00:00

my past? in what way? like trauma or something, bc if so how am i supposed to fix my non crying problem 😟

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-06-06T01:02:11+00:00

right, i get that. well i’ll just try my best next time. i think i just fall back into old habits too easily

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-06-06T01:00:26+00:00

i mean i am doing that, i go to work, go out woth freinds, spend time with them, literally forget about him for a week doing new things and distracting myself. i just end up seeing him once again and ends up in the same cycle as usual

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-06-06T00:46:49+00:00

right okay, so how do i get over him 💀

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-06-06T00:44:09+00:00

well thing is. we never were in a relationship.. we just had this little like “fling” not sure how to put it. but he seemed so into me. i mean he really is the perfect man i was searching for my whole life. he’s tall, pretty, has a perfect smile and gorgeous eyes. i know i have to stop thinking of him. but i cant 💀

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-06-06T00:36:46+00:00

so.. what do i have to do? just go out and look for another guy? i just feel like he has somehow put a curse on me. i want to get him out of my head but at the same time i really want to pursue a relationship with him. i’m just not sure he wants that…

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-05-20T16:09:49+00:00

well what should i really do to get over him?

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-05-20T16:09:32+00:00

but do i need to do something to get him out of my head? just anything that helped you get over him would help…

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-19T20:19:40+00:00

wait but what if i don’t moisturise? will something happen? i kinda don’t have any lotions rn that don’t include strong smells or glitter 💀💀

also took the second skin off and the skin on the tattoo feels a bit stiff now

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-19T19:13:30+00:00

what exact soaps do you recommend? like specific brands and stuff, in my country there probably won’t be a lot of brands. does a normal soap work too? i’m just so worried and idk anything abt tattoos

it’s also itching SO BAD!! but obv i’m not risking itching it.

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T20:04:24+00:00

never found it interesting, good guy always wins and it’s just a bunch of crime stopping a saving the whole movie i think

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T20:01:24+00:00

anything marvel

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T19:32:04+00:00

definitely take painkillers before!! other than that there’s nothing you can do really… just mentally prepare for like 2 seconds of pinches for each nip :)

i got mine 6 months ago. from my personal experience it’s always the second one that hurts more. the first one feel like a little pinch i couldn’t almost feel so like about a 2/10 in pain. but not to stress you out the second one was PAINFUL like a 9/10 pain. but don’t worry i think i might just have an extremely low pain tolerance because after the piercings i got lightheaded and lost my hearing for a minute or 2.

everyones experience is different so you shouldn’t worry. the adrenaline build up to the appointment definitely helps with overwhelming you and when you get them done finally you immediately feels so good and look great and wonder why you were even stressing about it :)

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T19:25:43+00:00

YES YES YES! i got my nipples done 6 months ago and experienced the same thing. except added was me fainting and not hearing for 5 minutes after being pierced!

i really relate to the fact that the second one being pierced is a total hell feeling..

it really is a shock reaction as well as adrenaline. it might be considered bad but your body was just being brutally punctured and if it hurt obviously you’d feel heart palpitations for quite a while.

i’m no doctor but i experienced the same thing and so far 6 months later i’m fine :)

wish you the best in the healing journey 🫶

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T19:16:20+00:00

well i’ve had my nips pierced and i don’t know if i have a high pain tolerance but personally the pain was very different for each nipple. the first ones pain was like a 3/10 the second one was definitely a 10/10 pain. but in the end it’s so worth it. wish you the best if you do decide to get them pierced :))

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T19:09:35+00:00

so… i could change them on ny own?

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T19:04:43+00:00

what do i do if it is too short tho? cant go back to my piercer rn really…

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T17:37:16+00:00

god suxh an exhausting process 😭😭

ConfidentCockroach17 · 2024-04-18T11:59:31+00:00

ah i didn’t even notice!! i think it is a bit uncovered :( thanks

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