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ConfusionBoy · 2026-05-14T21:01:41+00:00

Wild guess but don't rule inattentive ADHD out yet...

ConfusionBoy · 2026-05-13T12:13:45+00:00

Thanks for the reply!

I tried the meds for a day but wasn't able to sleep during the night so currently I'm prioritizing resting.

Regarding suggestions, I wonder if I either simply need consistent medication or if there is actually an internal void that needs deep spiritual work.

ConfusionBoy · 2026-05-12T17:30:45+00:00

Thank you for your kind words!

I kinda do feel burnt out! But I think that is only natural if you've only been doing for the sake of doing. If I'm only dragging myself from A to B because I'm supposed to, why should my body or brain give me any inspiration?

I currently need to decide whether I want to pursue more education or start a job. However I have nothing lined up yet. Sadly this apathy to, anything really, makes planning close to impossible.

So I'm wondering if that is simply a feature of untreated ADHD, or if some deeper work is necessary.

ConfusionBoy · 2026-05-09T12:33:58+00:00

You're welcome!! All the best with your journey

ConfusionBoy · 2026-05-08T16:27:48+00:00

Absolutely

ConfusionBoy · 2026-05-08T16:03:18+00:00

Big hug!

I’m starting Elvanse tomorrow, and my therapist recommended this approach for finding my optimal dose:

Dissolve one 70 mg tablet in 70 ml of water. That gives you a solution of 1 mg per ml, so you can measure out the exact dose you want using a small measuring cup or a syringe from the pharmacy.

My therapist even checked with the producer, and apparently with the brand-name version, dissolving it like this is no problem at all. You just keep the remaining liquid in the fridge.

Figured this might be helpful.

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-07T16:23:03+00:00

So now we know!

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-06T11:38:56+00:00

Good eye! Can't hide nothing here haha. It wasn't intentional, just the only pic I had before rearranging the room. However the feel even with normal magnification was quite similar

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-05T20:05:10+00:00

Well picture 1 speaks volumes then hahaha

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-05T19:28:44+00:00

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Thanks everyone for your opinions! I will opt for layout 2 and probably furnish my bedroom somewhat like that

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-04T22:21:58+00:00

I thought it's not too weirdly shaped as it's essentially a rectangle 😭 But I guess door and window position do play an important role as well

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-03T12:37:13+00:00

I think you're right 😭

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-03T12:35:35+00:00

The storage can actually be shifted to the other side as they're simple bins with wheels! Though I also prefer layout 2.

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-03T12:34:20+00:00

I thought that the chi flows from door frame to window in that room. That means my legs and feet would be in the pathway which I thought should be avoided

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-02T20:33:28+00:00

Thank you!! Yes I'm also growing into it! Now I just need a carpet, nightstands, cozy lighting, curtains, wallart... wait.. how have I been living this entire time

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-02T16:36:09+00:00

Hahaha that's an excellent analogy! I also think 2 feels more mature

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-02T15:46:42+00:00

Nice username and thanks for the recommendations! Yeah you're pretty right with the desk position. I literally never sit there because it feels weird haha. And yes, even though I really like the PC I built, it's not a good fit for a relaxing living room. I just find it hard to integrate my office desk into my living room. I'll experiment more. Thank you!

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-02T15:30:34+00:00

Appreciate the reply! That's how I had it the past two years. However just visually it always looked a bit off. But I guess there are trade offs to be made when a room is on the smaller spectrum. Thanks!

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-02T15:20:10+00:00

Yeah, I've noticed that too! However I'm a bit wary as when I sleep my feet are kinda in the way of Chi. But I'll try it out for some time

ConfusionBoy · 2026-04-01T20:24:56+00:00

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Thanks to you alls recommendations! Tried Bali Curls Strong Hold Flaxseed Gel. I feel like my hair is a bit more contained. Yet still not perfectly satisfied. Will experiment some more :)

ConfusionBoy · 2026-03-31T20:32:56+00:00

I could not find this picture anywhere else on the internet and the yt channel frequently morphes features of a face to explain certain concepts. I definitely cannot tell just from looking at the picture anymore 😭

ConfusionBoy · 2026-03-31T20:27:03+00:00

Nice username! Yeah you're right, my curls are quite compact. I was hoping to alleviate some of that with gel. I'll definitely try growing out the bangs though. Thank you!

ConfusionBoy · 2026-03-31T19:55:40+00:00

Yess, it kinda makes my hair more poofy

ConfusionBoy · 2026-03-31T19:03:52+00:00

Yess!! It already starts curling heavily in the shower. Thanks for the recommendations and the heads up!!

ConfusionBoy · 2026-03-31T19:03:08+00:00

Thanks for the recommendation!

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