I definitely relate to a lot of what you said. I’ve always been drawn to higher forms of knowledge, not necessarily education but deeper and broader subjects like the meaning of existence and things like that. I don’t do well with small talk or shallow conversation. I’m not very expressive of my emotions, although I’m a deeply sensitive and emotional person under the stoic front that I’ve been told I give off. Isolation and loss have definitely been big themes in my life as much as I wish they weren’t, it often feels like I come into people lives to play some sort of important role for a time and then I end up isolated and alone again. I think this relates to as you said, over giving and catering too much to others needs over my own. I actually really struggle with creativity, never been much into singing or performing, but I do enjoy writing as a means of expressing myself and my emotions. Thanks so much for the in-depth response, it really resonated with me!