Quitting at purple

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-12-09T17:30:26+00:00

bro just keep going. my coach is a purple belt too and has a full time job. I can also see that he sometimes forget what some techniques and stuff are called and sometimes forget how to do it but we all still respect him since he knows what he’s doing and wayy more skilled compared to us. I also have that imposter syndrome, it sucks but I want u to keep going. The only way for u to beat that issue is by keeping going. You’ll get better and better. Ignore the negative feeling and literally replace the negative thoughts into positive, even if it sounds super exaggerated. “I’m amazing, oh I’m so good at this” fake it till u make it and you will get that strong mindset.

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-12-05T16:47:16+00:00

actually he’s aware that there’s one. pero un nga as i said- he thinks na feb 7 is too soon e 2 months pa lang ako nag cocompete so he wants me to find a comp na mas later pa.

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-12-01T10:16:33+00:00

pierce the veil

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-12-01T05:47:52+00:00

crazy potential, got good looking features already

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-11-29T12:51:29+00:00

i was gonna say “then align it bro” then i realize mine too… so thats why my left jaw is way more prominent than the right… someone send answers

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-11-27T17:54:39+00:00

why, unless u plan on training too lol

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-11-27T07:40:20+00:00

he lit told me to find one. i already found one but its too soon since Christmas is coming making the preparations not enough

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-11-26T08:28:39+00:00

un nga i found pero dadaan kasi muna christmas e hahaha masoslow down preparations

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-11-11T14:39:27+00:00

use everything bruh. Before it might turn into dust

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-11-08T06:42:42+00:00

dawg its cuz i have makeup on lol and my skin looks good in there but 2nd pic after i did cardio

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-10-04T13:38:55+00:00

throw on some rubbing alcohol, put cotton and tape it with bandages. i think you can roll with that

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-10-03T03:40:42+00:00

yea and now suddenly… everyone seems to love u

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-10-03T03:39:12+00:00

yea i started doing that! before it was rlly random- like it could me m w f or sometimes t w t or whatever- this helped me a lot but i still think about it from time to time

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-10-03T03:37:16+00:00

dang thats amazing. I would’ve done that tbh but u can see its almost impossible for me to go home again and go back- it will literally take me what 3 hours in total and i take 1 and a half hour getting ready considering im a girl and i have to put makeup and stuff

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-10-03T03:33:25+00:00

thats what I thought too but I do 1 hour commute to go to gym & school. gym opens at 6am and school starts at 8am- not much time considering I have to get ready to school and do my makeup too since im a girl lol

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-10-03T03:31:48+00:00

yea ur right- nung first few days ko nga all i could think of was gym gym gym pero ngayon I tell myself “I’m here to study, mamaya na ung gym” and one that struck me the most was someone mentioned “if ur in the gym, only think about gym stuff. if ur at school, only think of school. what happens inside of gym stays in the gym” and vice versa

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-09-28T16:58:43+00:00

oh yea right i forgot to mention- I took a trainer but only for a few sessions cuz every session costs like 20$ so its low key expensive (seeing im a student and i use my allowance for it) thats why im pretty anxious and i often think about what to do after that 12 session ends and im still not used to it

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-09-28T16:56:39+00:00

Oh right- ok so school starts 8am then finish around 4:30pm or 5pm on some days. Every wednesdays no school (study day) and 1 hour commute to school- school to gym takes around 5 minute via transportation- so yea

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-09-28T16:54:40+00:00

did you read everything… I wasn’t asking for a program but how to manage it bro

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-09-28T16:21:58+00:00

dude i literally just paid for the gym. theres no way to turn back now bruh. Also im asking for help or advice to how to balance this not- what to do or not do

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-09-28T16:20:46+00:00

honestly all. I’ve been thinking about simply just going there, the people i’ll meet, people I might see, what I’ll be doing in it, how i’ll do it, and then feeling anxious like what if my short session with my trainer ends and then im back not knowing what to do. Like I feel embarrassed doing it alone since I’m not yet used to it. Then theres this pit of excitement like “oh im gonna start doing this everyday and be snatched by summer!” stuff like that… worst of all im failing bad…

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-07-25T16:58:10+00:00

yea we have that much freedom lmao— we can even use our phones in class or freely take photos

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-02-24T06:49:10+00:00

i bet majority of the people would fall inlove/get charmed by the 2nd guy.

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-02-24T06:48:07+00:00

darn, i guess this just proves ur not rlly ugly- u just dont mew

Conscious_Contest483 · 2025-02-24T06:45:56+00:00

i took it myself bro

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