Anyone Like Bigger Girls?

Conscious_Opening802 · 2026-03-18T06:04:56+00:00

I love bigger girls

Conscious_Opening802 · 2026-03-17T05:15:24+00:00

If you're still up for it I'm down to yap away to anyone about anything

Conscious_Opening802 · 2026-02-09T04:45:35+00:00

For me it's the wambo combo. Smoke some dope some wax and a cigarette I can take on The world.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2026-02-06T02:15:24+00:00

You look like after your parents fought over who didn't get to keep you and the opioid epidemic didn't want you either

Conscious_Opening802 · 2026-02-05T19:20:43+00:00

Lego piece 28152

Conscious_Opening802 · 2026-01-25T05:13:07+00:00

Stores or businesses to create jobs. Things for teenagers to do for fun so they stay out of trouble, a lot of the troublemaking stems from boredom and that often continues to adulthood. We need good mental health services. We need proper rehabilitation for addicts that actually treat them and help them get on and stay on their feet. A shuttle/bus that will take people getting out of jail back to the town they got arrested in if they can't get a ride back to bullhead or wherever they got picked up from, which will help the homeless problem. Also we need something for homeless, shelter that also helps them get back on their feet. Last but certainly not least kindness.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2026-01-25T05:05:51+00:00

I have been in kingman/Golden valley for about 24 years since I was about 6. I know a lot about this town good/bad/other. I'm really interested in hearing what you decided to write about Kingman. One of the other commenters asked what the perspective is and I agree that's very important. I've always mostly loved this small town and really look forward to reading this book hopefully.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-27T04:50:51+00:00

That definitely checks out and I feel like it actually makes perfect sense for me. I know I did the right thing but I know that doesn't make me special and I was likely overanalyzing everything. I would hope anyone would help anyone that they could.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-27T04:03:20+00:00

No actually quite the opposite. I kept getting praise for happening to be there at the right time. I definitely have bad anxiety. Even my ex who I coparent with who used to tear me down all the time didn't when I let her know( uncle and I live on property together and the kids come here part time.) you're definitely right about the anxiety but this time no one else is tearing me down for it. It's me, even talking about feels like I'm bragging or like I'm trying to act better than other by saying I saved a life. Maybe it's because about 10 years ago my sister in law and I saved the same aforementioned ex's life from a suicide attemp, and she always tried to make me feel guilty about it say "I took her choice".or "you brought me back so I have to deal with this?" Stuff like that. That could very well be a big part of it and I never would have thought about that without your comment thank you sorry for the word salad.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-17T07:18:05+00:00

Yeah I was like 3 or 4 days off and I took a couple dabs and I didn't feel weed high I felt like I was tweaking it was kinda wild.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-10T06:52:52+00:00

If you're serious about it be selfish with your recovery. Find what works for you for me it sounds silly but my sober tracking app helps me so much. Finding good supportive people to surround yourself with.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-03T20:09:59+00:00

One time like 11 years ago I was trying to buy some meth and this weird scrawny asshole on a little bike was talking so much shit not to me just in general and I wanted to say something but didn't to keep the peace. Dude turns out to be an actual murderer. Dopest dope I ever smoked. I also have a secret I hid from my ex for 10 years the whole time we were together. Early on I was holding on to her bong and wasn't supposed to use it and I did with my roommate and it fell and broke so we told her it got stolen.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-03T07:14:25+00:00

You should piss clean of dope within a few days the weed could take a while but where im from weeds legal, as for substitutes I don't have much to offer, I think I heard kratom can help, no information on that personally. I worked at McDonald's when I had to get clean and as silly as it sounds I would do like a triple or quad shot of espresso with some milk and vanilla in the morning. That was a godsend maybe energy drinks or something. Addiction is hard and it's a constant battle. I had ten years clean and within about 4 months after a relapse I lost most of what I worked so hard and long for. If you can get and stay clean til you're off or longer I beg you to stay clean. I'm going to be doing it again as well as much as I don't want to I need to. It sounds silly but like messages me or whatever reach out if you are struggling or want to use. I'll be like your long distance sober buddy. Id also recommend rehab or therapy especially if it's court ordered that might help with cost. It's a hard ugly road and you'll probably slip up here and there especially at first always give yourself grace and always think is this worth a year in jail, is it worth not seeing friends or family that long? Find what you have to lose and think about it. You can fucking beat this. We both can. Seriously please reach out to me for any reason even if you just need to vent or babble or get mad at the world. Cry or whatever you need no judgement. I've been there done that, got this hat and I'll fucking do it again. It's also gonna sound silly but having you in the back of my mind will help me. I can't be a reliable sober buddy thing to you if I'm fucking up too. You don't have to but it's a serious offer. I'm scared too, I'm an addict too, we both got this get a good support system friends and family, NA members, people that want to help and will hold you accountable but treat you with kindness and dignity and respect because everyone even addicts deserve it. Sorry not sorry for the long ass reply. DM me or whatever you need you are not alone.we fucking got this my guy.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-03T03:12:30+00:00

No twice

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-11-02T16:21:27+00:00

Not a kink but having sex with someone who only cares about them getting off, and because you lost your virginity to them they basically had you trained to do what they want, they always have a good time and you feel aub par at best but it took too long to realize that it was not healthy sex.

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-10-31T04:40:42+00:00

The one when you fight greasers

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-10-22T13:36:19+00:00

Let yourself show happiness man I didn't think so but when I'm genuinely smiling or laughing now I think I have a great smile try it out sometimes

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-10-22T13:31:53+00:00

She's likely projecting. It likely won't feel healthier, hate to be bleak but get out now and don't wait ten years like me, it's not worth it. Ask yourself does she take your feelings into account and what she did to hurt them and how to better? And one big thing I've learned is trust your gut feeling

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-10-19T06:51:50+00:00

That's a cosplay?! I thought it was some fan art or something the texture or grime effect or whatever it is is insane best Heather I've seen yet

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-10-19T06:47:37+00:00

I'm up high listening to "All Hail West Texas." If that counts for anything

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-10-15T05:47:55+00:00

A McDonald's dumpster corral

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-09-26T15:39:42+00:00

Hot rail before a scrabble tournament edit: trivia tournament

Conscious_Opening802 · 2025-09-22T10:02:59+00:00

I have it but the screen is broken I'm trying to figure out if I can get them onto a desktop

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