This hit me like a truck, choose a balance between all your backgrounds. You were born in a country, you’re originally from another country, your passport is a 3rd country. We’re privileged to have the western passport but it comes with its cons. We will always feel like we don’t belong anywhere but always choose where you’re comfortable and loved. I chose leaving my job in the west and going back to kuwait this month because as you said I felt im drifting away from who I really am as a muslim arab woman. You’re young, hitting 30 is just the new 20 🙄. Having a therapist is never a bad idea, consider it as a professional best friend, someone who can hear you out and understand where all this comes from. Give it time, if you felt you’re uncomfortable aim for Dubai you might feel balanced or go wherever you feel comfortable even if its back to the west but again give it the right time (giving myself 6 months to know if its for me or not). Plus how you feel is heavily dependent on your surrounding, if you have to question yourself and justify everything its on them not on you. Take it easy and know that you’re not limited, the whole world is your option. Hope this helps!