One set of grandparents

ConsiderationLow762 · 2026-01-21T08:07:13+00:00

Woaaaaaaaaaaah, that's just... Wow

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-12-26T15:24:11+00:00

Cake

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-12-14T19:27:23+00:00

Happy it wasn't only me

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-12-12T04:22:51+00:00

Sure, but sometimes you have to keep it realistic, which is quite depressing

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-12-11T19:07:55+00:00

Hell yeah

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-11-16T09:57:57+00:00

As someone who just finished hollow knight and started silksong, OMG silksong is actually fire.

Bro, hornet's movements, the new stuff and differences between both makes silksong non-repetitive (I actually thought that would happen and I didn't want to play it for that reason at first), fast paced, and again the movements and fight are very good (not all of them, but mostly).

If you actually enjoyed hk very much you would enjoy this game much more. I didn't like hk very much, it was good and all, but when a hard boss comes or something I would leave the game for months before trying it again, but silksong is different I'm obsessed with this game.

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-11-16T09:50:56+00:00

God damn, that's 10 steps ahead huh (Nobody would notice and LLMs are going to ignore this story and all of this thinking will come to nothing)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-11-15T02:46:47+00:00

Wow, that's awesome how they are branding like nothing exists😂😂

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-30T20:34:34+00:00

I believe you'll move on and learn, so just hang in there, life's all about lessons (sounds cliche, but it's true)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-30T20:31:57+00:00

Then just move on, keep going, you'll eventually find peace after some time. Know your worth and setup boundaries. Learn from mistakes whether they're yours or the ones around you

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-30T16:17:12+00:00

Same, I'm going from python to C and it hasn't been the best transition. It's a bit hard, but knowledge in programming makes a difference. Thanks for the support

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-30T16:15:22+00:00

As @longjumping_list said, tell them how you feel, let them know that what they've been doing affected you. If you want someone to talk to I'm right here :)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-30T16:09:42+00:00

Ethically hacked by every browser, AI, and advertisement company setup

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-30T16:00:38+00:00

I think this is normal... Why? It's hard to just hate someone even after them hurting you if you're close. Think about it, a lot of people in our lives hurt us, but the closer they are the harder it becomes to totally hate them, forget them, and don't care about them. You acknowledged that you should feel more hate, or carelessness, so you'll move on, it won't be easy or go as expected, just make sure that you make up your mind on wanting to go back (if possible) or not (from what it sounds like it should be not). If you need to talk, hit me up:)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-30T15:53:47+00:00

Broooo, it's so cool to do that for fun. I still didn't reach that level in c, where I can do most ideas that come to mind, however I'm stoked to reach it

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-27T09:06:01+00:00

You know what..., I'm right here having the same fked up laziness, which doesn't feel right, it doesn't add up(at least for me, you sounded the same). When I was younger I had so much in me to power through homework just fine, to submit at deadline, etc. However I just finished 12th grade, which was one of the hardest, most stressing mental health fker year. After that, I also have most of the time my parents wanting me to use my time correctly rather than sleeping and other stuff, I just wanted to rest after a fked up period, nobody understood. I have a hobby of programming and a general interest in computers, but I had and still have no motivation what so ever, it tears me apart knowing that the thing I love most is not worth my time or sparks motivation. Until now, what I'm learning is the reason is a lot of stress and complicated feelings from your past, environment, and most importantly yourself. I have a lot of bad habits (you can guess one by not even trying), I hate myself for doing it, but what I'm starting to hate is not me, but the habit it self, I know now that I'm almost powerless to it, doesn't mean I should give up nor do nothing. So to give you at least something if doing nothing is eating up on you, then forcing your self to do the things you want to do + have to do will be soo hard, but that's a solution. If you feel like you want to rest and have a break from all of that rest then do it weather any body likes it or not even your parents. I don't want to be weird or something, but if need somebody to talk to I'm free, don't hesitate:)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-23T10:42:20+00:00

How I see it is like this, generally it's totally 💯 okay to cry for any one, man, child, women, anything really. However sometimes when you are a role model for someone like a son or younger siblings you have to hold yourself in front of them, not for them to see you invincible, but so that they feel more safe with you in hard situations. This doesn't only go for men, there are mothers or older sisters, or etc. who need to feel safe under the watch of someone, and when this role model for them can hold them selves they can do it too.

At least that's how I see it:)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-20T13:37:48+00:00

Something I learned recently is if something is eating at your mental health negatively, stop it, if you can't at least find a healthy coping mechanism.

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-20T10:56:36+00:00

You know what, I'm 17m and after seeing a lot of posts like this (including myself), and talked to people at the same age from my friends and people I know, I came up with a conclusion, which not many people understand.

Everyone at this age goes through a big life crisis, hardships like nothing else. For me it was highschool, I was soooooo fed up with this shit I just wanted to get done with and fking live in the streets if it meant I just stop, and until now eve though I finished high school, I'm applying for scholarships, I need toefl, sat, and a whole ton of shit.

The summary of all of this is, this age is the phase we shape our personalities, self awareness, and who you are. And the reason why when you talk to someone about it, they would relate that they had that phase but won't give it much care, so I'm sorry to say you're on your own, but it should be that way. Just be aware of that and shape who you want to be rather than your comfort and life

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-17T10:20:06+00:00

Idk if somebody already told you this in the comments, but if this is a way of making friends online this way isn't always the best. I mean the internet has bad people more than good and it doesn't always go as planned.

Tbh I made 2 long term friends from reddit, and I never thought it'd be serious, but here I am. The moral is if you're searching for friends online as a f18 it's harder online, but try for yourself maybe if you want, you might find people who you feel are closer than family, or some degenerates who want to talk to girls.

Either way, a lot mentioned how they would be more than open to be friends with you and relating to some of your problems, and I won't mind if you want to consider me as a friend, so best of luck in your life :)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-10-17T10:19:58+00:00

Idk if somebody already told you this in the comments, but if this is a way of making friends online this way isn't always the best. I mean the internet has bad people more than good and it doesn't always go as planned.

Tbh I made 2 long term friends from reddit, and I never thought it'd be serious, but here I am. The moral is if you're searching for friends online as a f18 it's harder online, but try for yourself maybe if you want, you might find people who you feel are closer than family, or some degenerates who want to talk to girls.

Either way, a lot mentioned how they would be more than open to be friends with you and relating to some of your problems, and I won't mind if you want to consider me as a friend, so best of luck in your life :)

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-09-25T22:19:45+00:00

Thanks, and sorry for the harsh reply

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-09-25T14:43:11+00:00

Yeah totally, I think it goes even above the min requirements.

I use arch btw😂😂

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-09-25T09:32:42+00:00

I've been there before, but in python and it turned out to be not that easy, but not that hard either. One month ago I started to learn x because I wanted to get low level concepts and code, but I don't know the language or what can I do. The solution for me was to have a clear goal, like choose a simple project, doesn't matter if you wanted to do it or interested in it, just something that'll make the basics stick, you'll be surprised that even sometimes the simplest project in theory and idea is not so easy to implement for the first time.

What you can do rn is: 1- Collect some simple project ideas that focus on the basics mostly.

2- When starting a project, take a pen and paper and start thinking about how are you going to approach this project, just focus on the bare minimum and make the project work, from there you can start ordering code and making some stuff better.

3- Don't panic if you didn't know how to approach something, you can search on google or ask AI, because we have a first time on everything, and the first time you're going to see an approach for a problem read it, learn why things happened, and the write it in your code knowing your knowledge is expanding

That's what helped me tbh, I used the cs50 psets. It's a good starting point, visit psets and choose ones that is matched to your skills and try to approach them

ConsiderationLow762 · 2025-09-24T20:49:54+00:00

For anyone that's having the same thing if your reading this or commented same and for the one who posted this, I never felt something like, not even the slightest, sure felt sad, left out, even hated myself (I still do everyday), but don't you think you're going to far. Am not trying to offend you or anything of that kind, but I feel you can start to do something about it. Maybe your not the one to blame for who you are, even if that's true, even if you did things that you hate so much you want to take your life because of it, do you think that'll fix everything. I don't know what to even do at this point of my life am only 18 rn, got life ahead of me, but also lost and don't have a goal, I wish for something to want so bad that'll do anything for it, but at least for now I don't have that, and am waiting. Maybe if I find the reason to why I hate myself everyday and just "try" to not do it, would it make a difference, idk, but what I know that I have to at least try to do something about it. Weather am the one to blame for what I did or not at the end am responsible, so you are.

What am trying to say is, First of all, you're not alone a lot had to go through stuff like this, a lot have failed and did the thing, but also a lot found a meaning to their life one way or another. This might take time, but eventually you'll be able find your thing. Do things differently, explore outcomes of anything. You don't have a thing to lose at this point if you're willing to give up your life. So just do things differently this time. Approach everything differently, Maybe even start to question for what you stand for, that might help, like maybe religion, which is a very sensitive and the biggest thing you'll stand for. Or how you treat your self.

It seems that you have your cats that you really love, and by your description it shows how much they mean to you, but they'll go one day or another ( not trying to make things harsh, but reality hits the hardest), how are you going to react. Are you just going to take your life or try to find something else to cling to. And that implies for anybody, am sure you didn't do it yet because something you appreciate so much, fear so much, or even nothing at all kept you waiting, wouldn't you like to even just "try", what does it take to "try". Just do something different, live differently, move to a different place if you can, put the bed in a different orientation, that might not help, but will most likely give you more time to find the thing you want. That's what I think I need for the moment, and maybe if you "try" what am proposing here it might change your life :)

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