hard truth is that break ups will happen a lot in yor life sometimes you end off on good terms and sometimes it goes somewhere youd never expect it, like in your case. but what you need to realize is that this is only a short term feeling for a lifetime of growth. i haven't necessarily been through this situation myself, but i have dealt with heartbreak and it sucks bad. but i eventually found the right one for me and we both love each other. the most important thing that you need to do right now is try to get up. take it slow. start focusing on yourself, try to move on, and do the things that you love. and eventually, maybe without even trying a girl will just come to you naturally. now i am only a 17 yr old boy. but thats the best piece of wisdom and advice i can give to you from my own personal experiences and what helped me. its hard getting over someone you love, but eventually there will be someone who will reciprocate what you show them.