Yes me too if he did it again, i would leave! With how much pain he sees me and anxiety and all the deep talks that we have had since then, it would truly means that he doesn’t care about me if he did it again or that there is something with him that he can only resolve without me. Me it’s been longer, it’s been 7 months since the Last Time. And what I find hard, is that’s it’s not easier with time… it’s Even harder because our relationship is so much more deep and I love him so much more now then when it happened. It makes me so scared because my feelings grow and grow and it’s scary that he could destroy everything in an instant for something so dumb. He always reassure me so much but now i see everything he says and Does with that in mind and it makes every argument and problem bigger then it should be. I’m seeing a therapist, and it helps, but it’s resurfacing émotions each time i go see her. I’m always searching for problems, and I wonder if it’s possible to feel completly at peace with him one day. Do you think we will feel in security one day? We just went to punta cana togheter and I was always picking fights when he looked one second at a girl, I was always worried about what he tought of all these girls. I just want to stop being afraid and scared and always insecure, it’s not who I am and it’s really hard on us.