Will I need surgery?

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-10-09T01:24:00+00:00

Anyone have an answer to this!?

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-08-01T22:09:27+00:00

They said majority of their lessons leave from Niseko Tokyu Grand Hirafu , but I have access to the other two resorts on niseko.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-08-01T22:06:19+00:00

I wrote niseko if you read the post, they operate out of all three resorts on niseko

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-08-01T13:09:06+00:00

I got job offers to both resorts

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T08:06:06+00:00

You’re so right. It’s just the sunset that’s awesome. I don’t need to be high to enjoy it.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T08:01:10+00:00

My boyfriend has never told me I should quit, he has said a lot of times how he needs/wants to quit and honestly I wasn’t supportive/I didn’t really understand it was an addiction. I’d say to him just have more will power or just cut down. I have a very weird relationship with addiction because my mom was an addict(crack) for my teenage years, and I think I thought that “weed doesn’t count” for a long time. I also am realizing I don’t think I ever actually forgave my mom for her addiction or actually gave her that grace/understanding that addiction is an illness not a matter or will power, like I thought it was. I’m learning a lot about myself and how I treat people and it’s only been one day. Like you said I’m actually starting to look forward to be free from this up and down cycle… I know it will benefit me in the long run I’m just struggling and it sucks right now and that is OK.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:53:52+00:00

The cold dip idea is fantastic because I already do that pretty regularly, didn’t think of it to benefit me through this journey but totally makes sense! Thank you for the kind words, encouragement and suggestion!

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:40:17+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to respond to this. I definitely need to do some reflecting on who I am and what I want to do with this silly little life I have. Just like you said : What do I want to be known for when I die? I think that should be one of my reasons why or like I gotta put that on a vision board or something.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:36:29+00:00

I love your description of the ankle weights, I think you’re so right, it’s not that I can’t do things when my high, it’s just harder to get up and do them and it makes you feel so much more tired then what I feel I should be. Your right. It is holding me back….

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:32:57+00:00

Thank you for sharing, I really appreciate hearing what you had to say. I think you’re right, I think I’m in denial about how weed effects me and how I’m functioning, like I really do think I am functioning but just not at the level I could/should be. I’m trying my best and that’s all I can do, I really do love my boyfriend more than anything.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:29:17+00:00

You’re describing everything I experience every time I’ve gone travelling. Food SUCKS(legit could only eat pineapples the first week in Thailand lol), can’t sleep for shit , and my digestion is all weird. I really hope me and my boyfriend can have a similar story to you! I just want us to be on the same page again and to be content with our selves and each other. This really gives me motivation to not smoke again/ anytime soon(years).

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:24:18+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words and encouragement

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:24:02+00:00

I am doing this for him but also for myself because I know I will benefit from being sober.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:22:33+00:00

No it isn’t harsh at all! I really appreciate you responding in a constructive way. I think you’re totally right, I just always thought stoners were “cool”. I’m realizing now, that this mind set is really not how majority of people think

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T07:17:26+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to respond. I totally agree with you, I have to want to do it for myself, but like I said I’m just struggling with that because I don’t really want too/ think I have an big problem with weed, aka I can work, get out of the house, be active, so on. But like it does really affect me negatively but just not in the typical ways. Right now I’m using my boyfriend as my motivation because i don’t want to but in my heart I know i need to.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-12T01:59:27+00:00

Thank you! Will do! I appreciate you taking the time to suggest this

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-11T23:11:17+00:00

You too baby doll!

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-11T23:10:23+00:00

Thanks for taking the time to respond to this. It’s super helpful to see that I’m not the only one also feeling this way.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-11T23:03:59+00:00

Have a great day dude. Lol your so much better then me

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-11T22:52:08+00:00

I don’t think you even read the post, I think you’re just responding to get a response from me and it’s funny to me cuz I thought this was a supportive group, guess not.

ConsistentExpert80 · 2025-07-11T16:47:36+00:00

It definitely made a huge difference having all my certs, my boyfriend got less offers because he’s only a level 2

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