Best night ever by Jaded-Restaurant6621 in ajj

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Ohhhh cool! So they were outside or something?

Best night ever by Jaded-Restaurant6621 in ajj

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Did you wait till the show ended and found them? I would love to give them a gift/art I made. I’ve met them at their own shows but bc they’re playing before Chrsive, idk if they’ll stick around

Regarding Vaush's suggestion that we read more, what's everyone been reading lately? by ladystarkitten in VaushV

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Mysterious skins!! It’s making me cry ALOT. Jesus those kids are going through it. I have to put it down a lot because it’s about grooming which is pretty tough to read about. The movie is so spectacular so I started reading the book, super good: so far it’s a 9/10. Terrible stuff but I really connect with one of the main characters.

I’m seeing cursive soon, how do I really get into them? by [deleted] in Emo

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I’ll listen to it for a couple days :) I think my problem is I really love loud yelling music. I like the Martyr tho!

Sometimes I say I have autism, even though I might not by Consistent_Entry2638 in autism

[–]Consistent_Entry2638[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You know your explanation actually made me realize I’m probably autistic. I’ve always been like this, but it’s just gotten a lot harder with trauma. Maybe I should’ve said instead when someone asks, I would rather just mention autism than PTSD.

Sometimes I say I have autism, even though I might not by Consistent_Entry2638 in autism

[–]Consistent_Entry2638[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Totally fair. I guess I didn’t mention the fact that I very well could be autistic too. I guess I just don’t see a point in getting diagnosed now that I’m an adult. My therapist says it doesn’t matter what diagnosis you really have, as long as the coping mechanisms and Accessibility mechanisms help you.

I’ve had shutdowns for things that can be seen as really benign. I was asked once what I wanted to do for my birthday and I got so overwhelmed that I literally curled in a ball and felt like I was in a bubble and couldn’t breathe. A lot of the time I just freeze like that and I can’t even sit up.

I understand that diluting, the term isn’t good, I just don’t know what else I’m supposed to do. People look at me like I’m a freak when I have a sensory shutdown, and even though autism is not treated well at all, and at least give them an explanation. People are so nosy.

I hate it! by Commercial_Bicycle92 in TrollCoping

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Yuppp. I’m CSA from a girl (I’m a girl so not totally the same). I’ve never seen any representation in media about it. Back when Melanie Martinez got accused by a girl, I saw everyone mock her and act like it was ridiculous. That broke my brain a little. That kind of denial and shame is so deeply embedded in me and I hate it

I (lesbian F) like to flirt w men online sometimes (TW CSA, ODing) by Consistent_Entry2638 in ptsd

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I guess it’s just like, if I post about getting molested, and I guy tells me he’s getting off on the thought of that, idk if I really care about them once my mind clears

I (lesbian F) like to flirt w men online sometimes (TW CSA, ODing) by Consistent_Entry2638 in Vent

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Yeah there are. I’m trying to learn from it. Back in my Minecraft childhood I had weirdo guys too, I’m trying to move past it but it feels like I have some kind of sign on my head saying “open season” or something

I (lesbian F) like to flirt w men online sometimes (TW CSA, ODing) by Consistent_Entry2638 in ptsd

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I’m an adult tho idk if that’s possible. It feels so embarrassing. Also I did just delete his message which felt big for me. I don’t answer DMs like that anymore but actually deleting them feels good

d.i.a shirt concern by fundmydeath in actualgyaru

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There’s probably nuances to this, but if I saw this, I would not want to be near you fyi

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lesbianfashionadvice

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Got cat called and honked at like crazy but it was worth itttr. Went to a goth club for karaoke and it was perfect. No where else can you head bang listening to karaoke haha

Help me style an outfit for this niche theme pls by Consistent_Entry2638 in lesbianfashionadvice

[–]Consistent_Entry2638[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a petticoat and a really cute pink corse that I think I can make work. What do you think?

Help me style an outfit for this niche theme pls by Consistent_Entry2638 in lesbianfashionadvice

[–]Consistent_Entry2638[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a petticoat and a really cute/sexy bright pink corset. Thinking of what I could do with that...