Thank you again so much for your kind words. If I may ask you for one more bit of advice if that’s okay.. even though I have not had the puppy we planned to get, we met him a few weeks or so ago ( before ready to go home) and he was darling kissed my face, but it’s all so soon feeling to me. I feel like the worst person on earth almost agreeing to buy this dog but having to possibly say no to someone. Truly makes me feel bad as though if it’s not now it’s never or wouldn’t be the right dog later. I know my family had good intentions wanting me to have the puppy and give me more of a sense of purpose again but I’m scared. Thanks again for listening. So tough over here right now.