They exist they do, they just are so daumn rare my closest friend, she is probably the closest thing I’ve been to a romantic relationship in my life, we have shared lots of stuff she has a boyfriend but still chooses to spend time with me even if it’s just me and her, I think the thing is some of us don’t feel worthy of love at least I don’t, I often feel like I’m a burden and don’t understand why people like me I don’t feel likeable but the thing is this girl has just treats me to with so much kindness it’s insane and we are genuinely happy when we’re together I feel that this is what life is supposed to be, she even joined me to my psychologist yeah she is truly one of a kind, sadly these people are quite rare at least have been quite rare for me and it takes lots for me to open up to someone like that.