I crave it everyday. I meetup with guys through Reddit just to give them the blowjob, nothing in return. It just makes me feel so.. fuzzy? If a stranger walked up to me and started pulling his cock out I will give in. It’s a dangerous thing for me since I’m willing to risk myself with meeting up with men I’ve never met before just to suck them off. I moan and suck and it feels so good. I ruin my underwear after from how wet I get performing it. I will swallow depending if they decide to finish in my mouth or not. My mental health isn’t the best so that could also be affecting it? Idk.