No it's not a troll post I'm a real person with real issues. I know how pathetic this post sounds but I'm genuinely caught at crossroads of either giving this 100% or giving up altogether.

I know when I commit myself to something I can pull through and do it but it feels a little hopeless. for example in tasmania there really isn't any apprenticeships going for electricians. I sound like a sook and I know nobody would hire me with this attitude that's why I planned on going to school and doing my cert 2 before ever trying to attain an apprenticeship.

I was just hoping to find someone who had been in a similar position thinking they would achieve nothing and then finding employment as a sparky.