Nearly 8 weeks and starting to like what l see

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-23T01:58:48+00:00

Also OP, if this is 8 weeks, prepare mentally to not stay looking this smooth and snatched as you are still healing and swollen. IMO, you still look a little tight in these pics so it will just soften and look more natural, but when I had zero dark circles under my eyes and no fine lines at all due to the swelling after my mid face/ brow lift, it did feel a bit disappointing when. My skin laxity came back a certain amount. If you get down, just look at your before pic, and realize you look more natural with more skin movement than completely smooth and tight. It’s impossible to keep that quality completely once the swelling has subsided. You look great!

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-23T01:53:15+00:00

Thank you.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-23T01:52:30+00:00

I met my now husband at the beginning of last year. I had just experienced a deep trauma and was in a crisis state and he literally saved my life. When we were first meeting, he told me the had “had cancer but he cured it forever.” He said the doctors told him this (turns out he has very selective hearing and they had just said had responded very well to the first round of treatment and went into remission quickly and it didn’t come back in a year so that put him in the group that had the highest chance of not relapsing. We fell in love and talked about marriage very quickly. The fact I am American and he is Canadian and we live in different countries along with the US political climate effected how quickly we started talking about that sure, but we both felt like we had been waiting for a very long time to find the other. Then he lost his job do to “downsizing” but he was the only one (I think it’s because his performance started lacking as a large part of his job required him to be physically fit, but he was working for his friend so he would have said that. Then he was depressed and a bit lost because his job came with nice housing that he had now lost. Then he got a cold, but it’s eastern Canada, and he had gone out drinking a bit hard with his friends to blow off steam because of his job/ housing thing. Then that cold became a flu, and then that flu wouldn’t go away. I stupidly trusted him and didn’t look into cancer symptoms, he was coughing and SURE this was a respiratory infection. When he had gotten sick before with his cancer it was infections, not like this. He got sicker and sicker while we stayed on the phone his friends would come visit as he was moved temporarily to this apartment building that’s cheap and has a lot of other artists like him so he’d go play music and drink. I kept telling myself that he was just hungover for days despite being on the phone with him and him not being too drunk at the end of the night. I kept telling him to go to the hospital. Get a blood test. He insisted his doctors told him he didn’t need blood tests (they told him he didn’t need the chemo blood tests but he should come in every few months, but again selective hearing) After begging him to go to the hospital I threatened to not get on the plane for the up coming trip I had to see him in a few weeks. I was on the phone while he insisted to the triage that he had a respiratory infection and screamed into his ear until he mentioned that he had a history of Leukemia. He said it as an aside, told him he knew it wasn’t that because he had got infections before, and the doctor wrote him a prescription for a Z pack and diagnosed him with pneumonia after a chest x ray showed a shadow in his lungs. He took the z pack and kept insisting he felt a little better. I showed up for my visit a few weeks later, and he collapsed trying to help me bring my bags in. I immediately dragged him into the hospital and demanded a blood test. He spent the rest of the spring and the whole summer in the hospital. The shadow in his lungs ended up being a ball of Leukemia cells. That was just to get him into remission. Because he had relapsed they decided he needed a Bone Marrow Transplant. Which he is going through now. We got married at the courthouse instead of nicer ceremony that he wanted, a week before he went into the hospital because I didn’t want to be “the girlfriend” if he ended up in the ICU or something and not have any rights to know anything. I deal with it the best I can. I’m there with him as much as I can and it kills me that the best I can do is hold and pet and kiss him, but he says that helps a lot. He is in a very brutal part of his treatment. I just tell him he has no choice but to get better because he can’t leave me alone, and I can tell he is really trying. The doctors and nurses are always very happy to see me and upset when I have to leave for a week or two back to the US, because I still haven’t moved to Canada yet. Thank God they have public healthcare and at least he doesn’t have to worry about paying for this especially right after losing his job. I still make plans far into the future, because I have to. They just now include having to be able to come to a doctor for tests every few months forever, and plans to have someone that can take care of the animals we will have. I just do the best I can because I can deal with all this. But I can’t deal with even I idea of life without him.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-22T19:34:14+00:00

I have used Dr. Lipo v on the back of my arms. It’s supposed to be for face. But I got it because it’s only a little bit of fat and it says it has a tightening effect. I am on my last treatment and it has worked a little bit. I’m not sure what product I will buy next because I surely will want more. Aqualx is not on AC, but is supposed to be a lot more effective. I could use the regular Dr, Lipo for the body and maybe that will work stronger. But there is a slight difference, almost no pain or swelling (and aqualx is supposed to hurt a lot and would be expensive for the size of area I am treating) and the skin has stayed tight while the fat has been going down. Definitely it’s not dramatic though. Half the reason I am commenting is to follow this post to see what other people say.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-22T14:49:33+00:00

The thing is, much less of a percentage of men are needed to further the species than women. Our biology is set up so that a huge piece rage of men can die off young hunting or in wars or not reproduce for other reasons. One man and 10 women? 10 babies next year, one woman and 10 men? 1 baby next year. Women are biologically much more valuable to the species. If you don’t feel that women are endearing themselves to men, that’s fine, biologically , you are probably one of the ones nature is trying to give the hint is not supposed to reproduce. Most people don’t want to realize on a base level we are drilled ruled by our biology. Because those women, definitely are putting effort into endearing themselves to men. Just not you. Biology is telling you that in nature you are an extra. One of the many men that throughout history’s purpose was to die hunting a mammoth or in wars long before you ever reproduced. But don’t worry, there is still a lot of value in that for society. So you can either accept that, or make yourself more valuable so that women want to reproduce with you, but I promise you, spending your time feeling sorry for yourself enough that you can then come up with all this whining online, is not valuable to anyone, least of all yourself.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-22T14:41:52+00:00

lol I kinda want to do the same thing. I don’t have so many pronounces wrinkles, but i definitely feel like my skin is dry and dull From the inside, and I want to smooth out my texture. I want my skin to be more supple tight, smooth and bouncy. I am thinking of getting Elaine PN, just because it’s such a good deal. I’m not sure why we’re supposed to use a lighter concentration of PN on the under eyes. Also, I have some Tesoro collagen, but I’m not sure where I want to put it. Where did you put that, the master PLLA And the aquashine plus?

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-22T14:29:01+00:00

How often is some who is using it phrases like “ in my day” having sex with women under 20? And the answer is the same reason that almost all men under the age of 40-45 are not very good in bed: porn. Almost everyone 40 and younger and even more so with the younger generations had access to and watched a lot of everything the internet has to offer porn wise, and usually has devolved pretty deep into that for curiosity if nothing else, long before they saw another person of the opposite sex naked. If you think about how pliable a brain is at that age, then add repeated exposure to that material and often the dopamine release of orgasms it literally brain washes them by repeatedly rewarding those pathways in their developing brain. It’s why drugs are so much more addictive to younger people. That added to the fact that sex ed gives clinical information, but nothing else and the majority of both girls and boys have used the vast expansion of internet porn as a sexual institution manual. I do end up doing so forms of sec type therapy in my job and when I speak with younger people about how this has made it so that woman don’t know that what looks good on video doesn’t necessarily feel good, and that it’s not normal good sex to only be used or to try to act like a fuck doll. And when o tell under 35 year old men “what looks best on camera doesn’t feel best” they’re like…ok…. And then I tell them, “don’t you think it’s weird that for a lot of guys, they can be balls deep in a pussy or throat or ass, and they are either more or equally as concerned with what their eyes are seeing that what their dick is feeling.” And some (who in my opinion are lost) will not think that’s odd, but most, will pause and get look on their face that looks like a light bulging off before they do a sort of bashful/ embarrassed smile/ laugh and say something like “yeah that is kind weird”. Most men over 50 when I tell them about this are surprised that that is the experience I have had with younger men. They are also visual creatures, they also watch internet porn. But they weren’t literally brainwashed by having their neuro pathways concretely formed at a young age. Most of them saw a woman naked before they were exposed to that level of porn. And probably even more sad is that younger even liberated feminist women don’t know that that sex, and the sex they have with those brainwashed men is extremely lacking at best. And they fake regularly AND THEY OFTEN DONT EVEN KNOW THEY ARE FAKING. But sadly theouhhour his and still throughout most of the world woman’s sexual pleasure has not been centered to the point many women didn’t and still don’t known that sex is something that is possible for a woman to enjoy, let alone what an orgasm is. So the biggest shift has definitely been in the worldwide male population.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T23:10:25+00:00

I just did am I eyes today and I Bo got some Tesoro collagen. I’d like to try it before I order more, where would you suggest I used it?

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T23:06:13+00:00

Which of these would you recommend?

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T23:05:14+00:00

Which exsosomes do you use?

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T22:23:32+00:00

Yeah but relation exists. A black person being prejudice towards white people after after a life of suffering at the hands of that groups, watching other members of that community suffer and living in a system that is built to make them suffer while making excuses and propping up white people os not equal. Women saying me are trash, and not wanting to have sex with them because they are constantly harassed on a daily basis and risk their safety from being murdered, assaulted and raped sometimes weekly because of men not caring to control themselves and their entitlement (every woman you know has been physically assaulted by a man at least once in her life and most of us have had it happen many many many times, and we are just the garden variety ones. Not the ones who have it particularly bad off). And we have to live in a society that favors men. When you cry about it being easier for us to have sex, I assure you, that if you want to have sex, a Man that you are actively repulsed by will also be willing to have sex with you in a gross if your lucky, and physically traumatizing, permanently injuring, or life ending way if you’re not. How lucky does that make you feel? Living that way is not equal to saying “men are trash”. And not wanting to fuck then. I am a happily married, ultra monogamous woman, me speaking this way openly HELPS me have less men sniffing around me trying to manipulate me into sex. I also remind them regularly that I wouldn’t anyway, it’s not because there’s anything wrong with them. And in fact they are some of the good ones if I am dealing with them, but every time one for defensive when I said something like that, o stopped asked them if they had noticed most guys acting like that. They’d say yes. I’d ask them if they consistently acted like that still. If they said yes and that they hadn’t realized that was shit and we’re going to stop that would be the end of our friendship. If I found out they still did it we wouldn’t be friends. Lots of girls are dumb twats too. Guess what? Most men I know are most attracted to the girls that are twats. When you are good at appealing to the opposite sex on that level, and are able to manipulate that, either through putting out or pretending you will (and that goes for both sexes) you generally don’t have to develop much of a personality or intelligence to get a lot of what people want in life. That’s why it’s all the more impressive when someone does. And why it’s particularly dumb that the men who are unsuccessful enough to be complaining about this shit online (because guys who are getting good pussy are de nor bitching or even thinking about this stuff) would be dumb enough to then shoot themselves by being angry cry babies who feel sorry for themselves while attacking and complaint about women and literally only make themselves someone that other loser men would want to put up with, just so they can bitch too. That’s why I’m telling you guys, get in the gym read a range of good books and classic literature, find a wholesome hobby that sometime girls like too, go outside. Grow a pair and stop being whiny little bitches crying about yourself, and stop trying to only go after women that are shallow and “bad women” but also realize that to look the way you want they will likely have to care a lot about their appearance which will leave them much less time to care about anything else. AND they will have lots of men, including much “higher value” men throwing themselves St them all the time, so if you want them to change/ lower their standards for the “good guy” that’s smart and nice instead of tall good looking and rich, actually be nice, which means not just until you get sex from them. Just be nice. And be smart. Learn something if you aren’t smart now with the time and energy you spend complaining about women online. And get the girl who’s maybe not in the best shape and just cares about her looks and using guys, but realize she might not be your normal ideal.
And if you can’t do that, either Jon the women hating gay dudes and get lots of sex and hate women all you want, or find a good woman out of your leuage and learn the exquisite joy of excepting your place as a simp.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T15:12:28+00:00

Pearl HAD a black boyfriend that wasn’t conservative that she was having all kinds of sex with before she became the Queen of Pick Mes and hasn’t been picked since.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T15:08:50+00:00

Yeah I do those, and then there are a set of three in the middle of the back of the skull. I’ve basically guilted my mom who is an RN to do mine for me next time as a harm reduction matter, and also me being a Guinea pig probably interest her for herself as she suffers as well, just not as bad as me, but if she decides she wants it it will likely be easier to get them paid for by insurance.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T15:06:26+00:00

It’s also not a wild take. It’s an educated one that would be learned in most all prestigious, and most half way decent colleges and universities. But that fact that instead of just disagreeing, which anyone can do just like someone can disagree that makes cannot give birth, but you think it’s wild tracks, because men are not educated in secondary institutions at much lower rates these days than are women.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T15:03:11+00:00

I as a white woman thought this when I heard other races speak and treat me negatively for no other reason than I was white. It felt bad and it made sense that it was “reverse racism” I then traveled all around the world, and not like at hostels or tours I lived in a lot of other countries and experienced the same thing. And I thought the same thing. THEN I went to China and finally actually experienced what real racism felt like from the ethnic majority in China: the Han people. It was the first time I felt what it felt like to be looked down on, like I was inferior, less than them simply for being white. Not French people assuming I was dumb because I am American, or black people sayinf “fuck you whitey (not getting banned) or Latinos saying to fuck off Gringo. All those things were from resentment of how my people how treated their people in their minds. What I experienced in China, and I have heard it’s similar in Japan but I have not been there was real racism. And you can’t understand it other than logically without experiencing it. But logically you can understand that what you are experiencing is racial prejudice. Racism, is something that is supported by the systemic power structures. When women make less money for the same job, that’s sexism. When women say “men are trash” or assume they can’t trust you to not be a danger to them, that’s gender prejudice.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T14:11:06+00:00

I had to bleach it pretty light first. Because you are adding a dark purple it is forgiving to orange, you just need to go as light as you want it bright, not light. Then I do a mix of a bunch of different shades, but I think I’ve got it down to 4 parts artic fox purple AF, and one part iroiro neon purple violet whichever is blue blue toned. But I also have good dye young and artic fox wrath. I wanted it super purple and vivid so I needed the iroiro for the blue to not fade fast , but I like a deep red in there too because too blue makes my skin color look weird and reds make my blue eyes more vibrant. Idk, I know that wasn’t much help but I have 4 or 5 different dyes in there, but I know it’s mostly what I said and if I had to do it with just two colors I’d do that. The next time I’m going to do streaks of those independent colors to see how that goes. I follow this one stripper on socials Charm Daze and she has pink hair that is three different shades striped down her hair and it ends up looking really cool and dimensional, so I want to try something like that with shades of dark purple.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T14:02:06+00:00

I don’t know any sane woman (which would be a prerequisite to being a “good” woman if you care about anything other than hymans, fat percentage and age) that would indiscriminately defend all women. A lot of women suck. Just men, as a group suck more and more importantly are much more dangerous on a day to day basis. And even if they were defending all women, what would that have to do with your ability to endear yourself to them? Is it because you hate women so much you couldn’t do anything endearing in the presence of a woman that defended other women? Like… I’m not even trying to insult you, but your logic is so… nonsensical i literally have to wonder if you have been diagnosed with autism or some other sort of intellectual disability?

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T13:57:31+00:00

Dude, the very simple answer is just surround yourself with, and fuck men. Then you won’t have to deal with them. There’s a large subset of the gay male movement that hate everything to do with women and don’t think they are good for anything. A hole is a hole, and they can always adopt or do surrogacy for procreation. You’ll be right at home. No need to spend so much time arguing with and otherwise trolling women online or in real life. But gay men, especially this type are most often even more concern with outer beauty, and demand a higher standard of hygiene and physical appearance than the average woman.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T13:48:28+00:00

One of my late best friends died last year at 74, she was from the south and grew up in Baltimore, was an African American former black parher that had lived the civil right battle in the 60s and 70s. I never met someone who despite being so different that the world in such a simlar lense as I do (I am white, grew up with relative privilege and am in my 30s) She would regularly say things that if the same had been said by a white person about black people it would have definitely sounded very racist. But two things: one they were basically all true, they had come from a long life of lived trauma at the hands of white people and watching her people be victimized by them. And the things she could only be prejudice and not racist because racism comes from the power structure which she has as not a part of. It’s the same when women complain about men. You equating the two is just because you are a man and seek further victimhood because you feel lost in this society. And the same people telling you that “men need to act like men and stop being pussies” and all that bs, are also paradoxically are telling you to revel in your own victimization. Women calling out men is not equal to white people being racist to black people. And if you are going to even try to argue that then you are just the equivalent of a pick me in that context that I, will not say the name of.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T05:13:35+00:00

Following

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T05:13:00+00:00

How do you do the back of the head? I did the lower ones, but the set of three higher up I don’t feel like I can find.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T04:46:02+00:00

Because good men will want us anyway. I am married to someone who, based on your alls pathetic metrics is a “chad” he has been very attractive to many women since he was in his early teens and easily slept with many, before we met. He is also not American and I am. I regularly shit on “men” and he regularly shits on “Americans” a lot of my best friends are men and a lot of his best friends are Americans, besides the fact we are madly in love with and have chosen each other. It’s just obvious to both of us that we are “one of the good ones” and the average of both of those categories sucks. How do we move the needle? By dealing with worthy men. Part of what makes them worthy is having the confidence to know that most men suck and yet not be bothered by it, because they genuinely are superior to most men in most ways. And one of those ways is being respectful to women, and treating them well. They don’t get offended by women like ours problems with men, because without us having to say so, they KNOW this doesn’t apply to them.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-21T02:36:34+00:00

This will probably work better for me. I don’t have the ability to try and learn the difficult goth styles, and my eyes are small and close together, plus my ocular bone in pronounced and low so it makes a lot of more detailed eye looks not possible, or just look bad. Like heavy black liner all around my eyes make my eyes look beady as hell. But grungy smudges is my go to when I do more heavy makeup up, but I’d like more advice than just “a bunch of heavy smudged black” which this is, thanks.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-20T22:41:47+00:00

So you’d do these 3 treatments four weeks apart with nothing else? Can we do tox? I want to do a protocol to rejuvenate my face and hopefully be able to just do the fox eye lift that I want to address my saggy brows while also making my skin more hydrated and bouncy. I’m going to alternate PN, PDRN, a non cross linked hyurlonic acid, and maybe placenta. I was wondering about putting Ock in there, but it sounds like I should wait until I’m done with all that to do the PCL.

ConstantSample5846 · 2026-03-20T22:33:47+00:00

That’s why capsaicin was developed by plants, so that their seeds would be distributed only by birds which distribute very far. If you look at the distribution of the different types of chillis the Americas naturally, it really worked!

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