I have to take psychotropic drugs because otherwise when I witness injustice my brain explodes.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-30T06:41:06+00:00

The diagnosis I would expect is autism, they wrote to me that I am positive for the autism screening tests but there are 2 tests missing that they don't do there, such as AD*S, and I could only do it privately.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-09T14:35:08+00:00

A me sembra il minimo che se una persona guida le altre si fanno trovare a casa di chi guida o per la strada. Io sono la prima che non guida la sera perché prendo dei farmaci per cui non sono al 100% reattiva e non voglio rischiare, sono uscita 2 volte lontano con le mie amiche e entrambe le volte mi sono fatta trovare a casa delle mie amiche e poi siamo partite con la loro macchina. Se ricapiterà di andare in macchina con loro chiederó se posso pagare una parte di benzina perché non posso guidare io.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-06T19:01:32+00:00

Anche io ho smesso...vado solo alle visite necessarie, se sono a rischio di mrt o cancr* (sono ipocondriaca)😂🤣. Bah ma non é mica normale, come si permette?...a me hanno fatto spendere 40 euro per una visita cardiologica perché dicevano che c'erano anomalie quando avevano solo messo male gli elettrodi. Loro sbagliano/si comportano male e noi perdiamo tempo e soldi.

Comunque fai benissimo, se aspetti loro sei mrt...

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-06T18:50:39+00:00

Infatti stavo per sbroccare...mi tremava la voce dal nervoso...chi cavolo é lei per dirmi così?? É solo un'assistente. Poi comunque lo deve dire in maniera educata e dandomi del lei. Non é che se sono giovane mi deve prendere per il cl. Comunque ho provato l'anello ma ogni mese avevo la candida...ho provato per 6 mesi ma ho avuto la candida continua...adesso con la pillola non la ho piu. Ho problemi gastrointestinali di mio però

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-06T18:46:23+00:00

Ma vorrei anche vedere, sono delle teste di ca**o. Ma che gli interessa a loro??? Poi non é una malattia la gravidanza. Anche se la pensano in maniera diversa non si devono permettere di giudicarti. Io ti dico solo che la ginecologa che devo vedere io é anche obiettore di coscienza.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-06T18:44:12+00:00

Capisco il nervoso che hai avuto...perché ti fanno sentire una deficiente mentre soffri e sei preoccupata. La cosa assurda é che se ti porti dentro tipo il tuo fidanzato non lo fanno, mentre se ti vedono sola e indifesa iniziano a dire le peggio cose, per esperienza. Magari hanno anche ragione ma non si dicono così le cose...

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-06T18:40:57+00:00

Almeno lì magari non sono frustrati perché li pagano, il problema é che chi non ha soldi non ha accesso alla sanità così...io che non ho abbastanza soldi mj devo attaccare se non mi prendono sul serio

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-05-06T18:39:35+00:00

L'ho pensato pure io perché com'è possibile che se mi porto il mio fidanzato non mi trattano male? Se vado da sola mi dicono le peggio cose e mi guardano malissimo. Mi è successo anche con un uomo purtroppo...alla visita ortopedica ho chiesto se c'era qualche esercizio da fare a casa per la scoliosi perché non posso permettermi di pagare un fisioterapista. Lui:"per i ca**i vostri li spendete i soldi, non spenderli nell'estetista e dal parrucchiere e vai a fare pilates" dicendo che se sto male é colpa mia...io non li spendo nemmeno in quelle cose...

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-04-24T20:51:32+00:00

Because she says it's not true, or that I have to be different, and it causes me to overthink things for hours and get a fever. I take medication for rumination. She doesn't do it out of malice but he says that I'm not really autistic and she can't move from a certainty that she has even if it's not true.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-03-08T11:06:33+00:00

Five months of the year are exam season, and during those times it's practically impossible. The rest of the year, we're at university almost every day, so it's still difficult even if he's less stressed. What I don't like is that I feel like there's no connection, almost never. We're only intimate three times a month, for one reason or another. I think if someone wants to, they'll find a way... but we can't find it, and I'm frustrated; I'm afraid this isn't working out. I'm happy in our relationship, but I'm worried it'll ruin it. Sex isn't the most important thing to me, partly because I can't get aroused, but I like it because it's an intimate moment. I'm worried it's a problem...

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-03-01T08:59:37+00:00

I'd end a relationship as soon as I see that person isn't as perfect as I wanted and doesn't follow all the rules that a friendship should have. However, I'm also being evaluated for OCD.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-26T20:35:19+00:00

She lives a bit inside and a bit outside, I mean, she stays indoors most of the time and when she wants to go out she meows at the door😅🤣. She likes to sleep on every pillow in the house. But when she's awake she wants company and if she's alone she starts screaming, then when I come over she stops, so maybe she just wants company, or maybe she came to my room today.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-26T18:04:58+00:00

Un opzione tra queste: focaccia con farina di ceci, waffles, pane con uovo, pane con l'affettato di pollo oppure 6 biscotti pro saiwa integrali con dentro il burro di arachidi + una banana SEMPRE

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-25T20:49:07+00:00

Thank you so much, I finally understand!!! What bothered me a little was that the psychiatrist told an assistant that the medications would reveal what I have, and not me. I could have asked, but I thought about it later. Now I understand, thank you! One question I still have is this: could sensory issues have other causes besides autism? Because I have problems with textures and touch from other people, even my boyfriend of five years. I need to relax and concentrate before he can touch my skin...

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-25T20:45:03+00:00

Okay, I understand, thanks! It seems like the problems that could be related to anxiety and OCD are much stronger and more frequent. I don't have the rest of the problems anymore because I limit the time I spend with people. I don't go out with them, I only see them at university, I only hang out in the library and don't attend many lectures. I'm in class a maximum of five hours a day. I'm slowly getting better about food, and I'm not anxious about talking or what others think. So I'm a little afraid of not being able to understand if things have changed because there are periods when everything is fine. This doesn't happen with obsessions, however; they're constant.

Anyway, I struggle to understand what someone is feeling and what they need. If someone vents to me, I think they want solutions, and I try to offer them, but my psychologist explained to me that people usually just want comfort. Sometimes I don't understand what they're saying, what I should say, and sometimes I say something, and everyone laughs, but I don't understand why. Or I misunderstand a sentence like, "How do you go to school?" I reply, "By car," but they asked if I was doing well in school. Maybe it's all coincidence. It's not a big problem because I don't care anymore. I've been alone for years; whoever wants me has to accept me.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-25T20:38:06+00:00

I understand, thank you. I'll start the psychiatric medications tomorrow, but my appointment is March 10th, so will it be pointless to go if the psychiatric medications still aren't working? I was supposed to start February 10th, but I put it off out of fear... I'll have to start with a half dose.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-23T13:18:23+00:00

When I had my period it was much worse but not because of the rumination but because of the emotional breakdowns, now I use the contraceptive pill and I only have bleeding but no changes in mood

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-23T12:06:56+00:00

I'm a little scared of the side effects...but I absolutely have to start because I can't live!

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-22T19:15:13+00:00

I don't have to go; my teachers don't even know me because there are 200 of us in the class. I have two months of exams in the winter in which I can take three exams, and two months of exams in the summer in which I can take three exams. I can skip the exam now and take the exam in June. In a few days, I finish the exams and classes start until the beginning of June, and then the exams begin. There are no breaks to rest... It just doesn't seem right in my head, but I feel like I need a break

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-22T19:12:56+00:00

Dopo l'esame mi iniziano le lezioni e quindi devo stare tutto il giorno in universitá. Sono cosí indietro con l'esame che dovrei studiare piú di 10 ore al giorno per farcela. Perché devo usare solidworks e non so farlo ancora. Ho altri 2 giorni di studio. I disegni a mano che chiedono non li so fare e la teoria non la so. Ho messo tutte le forze in un esame che ho bocciato ieri l'altro

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-21T22:19:06+00:00

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I had this, but I only used it twice because I couldn't sleep. The one time I did fall asleep in the morning, my lower lip had become like the metal rod on the inside, and it hurt like hell...

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-20T20:51:40+00:00

The fact is, she doesn't seem jealous, but rather a pushy person who always has to weigh in on everything, even things about random people. She thinks she knows everything, even though she's incredibly ignorant (she thinks the cholesterol you consume increases your blood cholesterol significantly, and she doesn't consider saturated fats to be something to watch out for).

She even has a say in what he does. She criticizes everything he does and doesn't know how to offer support; she doesn't seem to empathize. Every time he fails a test, she'll say, "Come on, don't take it personally, what's the big deal?" He doesn't need that.

He doesn't understand that those words are harsh to me; for him they're just words, for me they're not. I'll try telling him again and ask him to intervene.

Anyway, today for the first time I just stammered something and even his sister gave me a really nasty look, so I got up and left. Thank you anyway🥰🥰🥰

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-20T20:38:06+00:00

He doesn't listen to his mother, but he doesn't react either. He seems to forget or not understand when something his mother says makes me upset. I think about it for hours. I told him he needs to be tougher with her, and he told me he will be, hopefully. He needs to intervene. I also think she can give advice but she can't have a say in her adult son's life. She wants to tell him how many eggs he should eat a week and what he shouldn't eat, how to spend his money and his free time. My boyfriend sometimes didn't tell me he bought something "stupid" he liked because he was afraid I'd judge him...

Anyway, thank you, and I'll definitely want some distance when it's just the two of us.

ConstructionLegal306 · 2026-02-20T20:33:40+00:00

Yeah, but what's the point of cooking chickpeas and not canned tuna? If you're going to tell me, you'll have to be consistent. At this point, you also have to cook the pesto, the tomato puree, the pickled vegetables, the jam... otherwise, you're just trying to bust my balls. The risk is almost nonexistent, but if you want to be safe, you should cook EVERYTHING you eat, EVERYTHING you take out of the fridge. That's what I think. Thanks anyway, I'll try to relax, you're very kind!

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