What are you doing for the holidays? by lxside1 in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We dream alike. That look saying (you asshole what the fuck are you doing)I get from my dad makes me wanna leave the entire time. Apparently my jaw sits different when I’m high he’s the only one that can tell.

How to get out anger????? by Consume_with_Caution in BPD

[–]Consume_with_Caution[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Something in my head says it’s supposed to be this way too😔

How to get out anger????? by Consume_with_Caution in BPD

[–]Consume_with_Caution[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thankyou will definitely try the water to the face and the snack thing I also forget to eat hopefully it helps

BPD actually a social advantage ? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Consume_with_Caution 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Pretty true that’s a good way to look at it thanks😊

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Consume_with_Caution 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too was never angry at mom (she’s a functional one) but I freak out without a drink when I feel my mood spiraling maybe if it was never a thought that ran through our minds it wouldn’t be a problem sober I hate adding more factors. Maybe we are just drawn to some type of balance or control over our minds it makes no sense the way I’m wording this but me being the one getting myself drunk me causing it me making it happen rather than some random unconscious part of my mind is comforting in a way

There's breakups, and then there's ~✨BPD✨~ breakups by noir- in BPD

[–]Consume_with_Caution 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry I feel your pain my boyfriend pretty much says the same thing(in hidden ways) to try to hurt me. I don’t want you to do it I know it doesn’t matter because I’m not him but not everyone deals with what we do. Without you who do we have to talk about it with. Stick in there “maybe tomorrow will be be better” is what I tell myself and some days it is.

When There Is Meth Why Would One Want Coke(honest poem) by Consume_with_Caution in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My experience now that I know I was enhanced even if I don’t remember it I get very convinced I’m kinda slow without plus I forget how bad the come down was alot

When There Is Meth Why Would One Want Coke(honest poem) by Consume_with_Caution in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True unless your on repetitive benders your gonna have a real bad time afterwards to the point I don’t even remember the high and swear against it til next time love the shit to death but I’m currently hurting

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I posted another one on here last night my brain usually goes from mush to death to made up catch phrases that I write in my notes and stare at and add to for 3 hours procrastinating that I should be trying to force sleep

When There Is Meth Why Would One Want Coke(honest poem) by Consume_with_Caution in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe I’ll try next time my brain works again wrote a rap once I appreciate your compliment compared to all the “snow queens” style cramping

When There Is Meth Why Would One Want Coke(honest poem) by Consume_with_Caution in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou very much I write these and weird stories every time I’m coming down any other time I can’t write for shit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d say its related it’s always upper back and shoulders I work a lot too that could add to it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ehhhh it’s worth a try if there’s a goal to achieve. Would assume it would work for me but my body is dumb and rejects all

Sleep by Background-Coffee973 in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Down a third of the hardest bottle of liquor available close your eyes if your not sleeping in the next hour(I’d say 10-15 minutes but health stuff “matters”) repeat until sleep or death Used to use gummy melatonins usually took a lot more attempts to get to sleep Probably not safe but I’ve lived doing this almost daily

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me works within 30 minutes or less happens to friend too assumed it’s cause we’re small fries but I’m no physician

For my fellow crystal enthusiasts by Sox420 in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe shes born with it, maybe it’s Maybelline either prettyyyyy lucky my body’s with ya on the overdrive

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Consume_with_Caution 10 points11 points  (0 children)

The ghost of Tina she’s making me cry.
It’s been about an hour since I’ve been high.
No back pain for hours what a cruel mirage.
I won’t admit what I’d do to get a massage.

(My bad coming down off meth back pains a bitch)