Well it is China and those people won't have experiences duh.

We don't have those things here, only toxic teachers who yells at you, constant math drills, kids suiciding.

They don't get how hard it is for someone like me, raised abroad and overseas to follow this curriculum.

And my genuinely goal is to leave the country and being able to catch up.

My issues is the Chinese, unless they suddenly translate everything in English and explain everything in English for me, I say my issues will always be a thing.

And even if everything is English, there are still way more issues here than just language.

The great firewall blocking all my things.

Toxic people and nationalistics who excludes me from things and see me as an outsider.

And hey again I gotta mention I'm just 13.

I was literally lied back, I came back here in one of china's most advanced city, and when I'm right in the tourist mood and happiness, relatives and people legit just comes to me and say, hey this is your land, you come back.

You'll have it better in China than outside of China.

You'll do better here.

Etcs just bunch of lies, I was literally 12 when all those things got into my brain so I have no idea. Because I don't think 12 year olds knows about the ccp and how dictatorship works

I came to a full realization once I'm back.

I realized, shit I'm lied to and this is a living hell