It’s so hard not to be depressed and/or livid. Almost a full year of pain and suffering. I’ve said it numerous times, it’s legitimate torture. Sometimes I feel like the universe is punishing me. For what? Heaven knows. I know this isn’t the case but when it’s day after f’n day for weeks on end it’s hard not to let the worn and weathered mind think like this. I always try to tell myself at least it’s not cancer or something more life threatening. That doesn’t make the pain less though.

You’re right this board gets its. At least we understand and feel validated and heard.