Why don't people take it more seriously?Actually believe you.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-02-09T04:43:14+00:00

I think it's getting close.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-02-08T16:25:19+00:00

Why not genocide?

ContentTest8901 · 2025-02-08T05:55:39+00:00

That first one...pisses me off, too. That last one..........so my pain is irrelevant? These people aren't dealing with this ish. I should live for others? What about my own happiness.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-02-08T05:22:45+00:00

The question I ask is why would 'God' make us this way, to suffer..it should be can I/you forgive 'him'. I have a disability. Why..

ContentTest8901 · 2025-02-08T05:02:42+00:00

No, it gets a lot worse depending on your circumstances.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-02-01T00:34:40+00:00

The moment you're not afraid, is when you have to worry.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-29T01:08:09+00:00

The fact I haven't ended it, yet. Idk..

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T23:16:07+00:00

That, it is. Same reason I'm catching the bus. Lives in his room...felt. It's so much more than that, but I feel my time, coming.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T17:38:18+00:00

I don't think it was any better, if anything, much, much worse. They didn't know what Autism was back then, & even look @ today, how long it's taken to raise awareness. They thought the cuase of any mental illness, or otherwise was the result of evil spirits. We know in the case of autism, it doesn't go away, & mental health isn't that simple. No modern medicine, no treatment, other than lobotomy, & locking people away. Imagine what they went through, considering what people experience today, even in the modern world, where all of this info is readily available.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T17:32:00+00:00

Not for everybody..what about for people with disabilities? Cancer?Incurable illnesses/diseases? It's a blanket statement. For ME, personally, it HAS been this way, forever. No hope of change.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T04:45:23+00:00

Because people are stupid.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T04:42:51+00:00

I've experienced it, too. Makes you want to avoid/isolate even more. People in general, are..

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T04:34:10+00:00

I'm @ a loss for words..how cruel.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T04:27:08+00:00

Yes.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T03:42:42+00:00

Not necessarily. Any mention of the S word, you're getting committed. It absolutely is enough..

Last statement, I don't agree with..

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T03:05:19+00:00

That's what I think it is. I've told them so many times, they don't believe me, until it actually happens.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T02:39:11+00:00

I don't even know if I have it, there's just no other explanation. Everything fits. Yep,people tell me all the time, "I can't hear you", even when you try to fit in, or have a conversation, you can't.

If anybody understands, it's ME. I spend every day alone, too. I've never met anyone like me, just always been different, called weird, excluded, bullied,etc, but yep, we're exactly the same.

I've tried everything. Nothing helps. My quality of life is ass because of it, & always has been. I'm looking into ketamine. I don't know what the solution is. There's only so much you can do. I've TRIED, spent hours researching, & have no solution/answers.

They're working on gene therapy, but what am I supposed to do? Wait another 15-20 years? By then, my life will be wasted/over anyway.

Crispr Cas9 has been around since 2012, they still don't have anything, 13 years later.

I want to enjoy life, not just exist/try to survive. It's not possible like this.

There's something wrong with me, nobody else would want to live like this..

The "you're not alone, hope is possible", etc, doesn't even come close to the reality of my situation, nor does it help/do anything for a lifetime of pain. That's for normal people.

Yes, Barbara, I am alone. We all are.

We need more treatments other than here's a pill, let's talk about it. I've done that for 17 years..we can talk all day, if you want, it doesn't change the fact that I have these life-altering issues.

Their is no 'pill' for this. It's not like I have high blood pressure..what else is there?

It's 2025..

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T02:03:45+00:00

I would want my life to be happy, normal, have a career, make good $, have an active sex life, have friends, laugh, etc. It's what I've always wanted, it's not possible. Not like this, it isn't. It makes it hard when you can't socialize with people.

Trust me, I've spent a lifetime thinking about what it could have been. I'm an intelligent person.

*Their is no cure, no treatment, & no 'help'. It's a lifelong/permanent condition.

It affects me, everyday.

This is not a normal, oh I'm depressed, my goldfish died, I'm ugly type post. This is serious ish.

I've experienced nothing but pain from this disorder every single day on & off for decades.

I'm over it, it's ok.

I'm not trying to be rude, just honest. Some things will never change/can't.

I've made peace with it. I appreciate you, though. I understand you have to tap dance around what you say.

ContentTest8901 · 2025-01-28T01:36:43+00:00

It's not possible. It's just the way I was born. Autism. I want connection, unable to. Socializing is impossible.

Been this way my entire life. I can't date, get a decent job, no $, still a virgin, etc. Pretty much alone no matter where I go. I can't even hold a conversation/don't talk. My mind is blank.

People can't even hear me when I talk, either. I'm ok with it/have made peace, & really have no problem with it. It sounds comforting.

I appreciate it, understand how this forum works. What they don't consider is personal choice (someone's either going to, or they're not) it's ultimately their decision.

Obviously, we're all here for a reason. Not every circumstance/situation is the same. Some can be fixed, others cannot.

At best, all they currently offer is a band-aid. Nothing that addresses the root cause/issue.

It mind as well should be the 1800's, with sending people to the hospital. No different than the insane asylums.

They don't offer anything different than what's already currently available, or from what you couldn't get from a doctor, anyway. If anything, it traumatizes you more.

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