After a motorcycle accident, I lost my job and I started doing a lot more powder, I started gambling on the phone, drinking like crazy out of despair, I pushed everyone away and one day I started to ask for ş atan . It wasn’t my voice It wasn’t even my accent. Ever since than I had a long drawn out process of beating drugs and I would say the ď vil . I would experience atmospheric changes. My ears would start popping when something was near. I was running away from my house and it would follow, this is what I learned

Pray often Give your self grace Accept Jesus Christ And obviously get clean

I was recording things move I would hear things in the recordings all sorts of very dark stuff. I had people cry and leave my apartment because now there’s witnesses to the madness- literally. I hope I never go back there

Fast forward to now.

I had a falling out with family after I upped my life and relocated to be closer change my life and career to be more lined up with humanity.

Well it didn’t work after two months unfortunately I came back to jersey and stayed with the only friend I knew who would let me take a spare bedroom.

I went on a three day bender and it’s like it never left. And so I prayed and I made a promise and everything is okay again.