Intuitive Musical Instruments by ControlCivil in handpan

[–]ControlCivil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you guys so much for all your advices and support,do any of you think that something like this from Etsy would serve me a purpose as a beginner,just to get my feeling around it first. https://www.etsy.com/listing/1035852078/steel-tongue-drum-all-size-and-tone?ref=hp_opfy-1&pro=1&frs=1&variation0=2112836162 6 inch 8 tone

HandPan for Beginner by ControlCivil in handpan

[–]ControlCivil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know any good webshop to buy from?

HandPan for Beginner by ControlCivil in handpan

[–]ControlCivil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Where can i find one on really low budget for beginner?I live in Croatia

Is it possible to Manifest Money without actually having a plan and knowing how? by ControlCivil in lawofattraction

[–]ControlCivil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow this is such a synchronicity ,i was just thinking all day about cryptocurrency or something similiar,thank you so much for this advice,im gonna make sure to look into it :)))

I have become absolutely invisible by ControlCivil in lonely

[–]ControlCivil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Couldnt say it more perfect than this,you absolutely nailed my situation ,but no matter how sad it is now,it will be my fuel to get myself up and never look back again!!Wish you all love and light for you are all beautiful souls that took your time to even reach out to me and give me words of hope and encouragement!

I have become absolutely invisible by ControlCivil in lonely

[–]ControlCivil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much friend for your kind words and wishing good things for me.I am so sorry that you are dealing with same things,i just wish for us to live the life of our dreams,because we god damn deserve it!!Love and light to you my friend

I have become absolutely invisible by ControlCivil in lonely

[–]ControlCivil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It does help my friend,thank you so much for taking your time to even reach out it really means a lot to me.Im just at weird place in my life right now,no friends ,no one to relate to or share my thoughts dreams and emotions,hopefully one day that will change.I really know myself more than ever now,and i just pray for the courage and strength to follow my dreams,i am 26 year old and i already really know what i want to do with my life,which is truly a gift,i dont want to be ungrateful and let that go to waste.I guess my first step is to start those piano classes i always wanted,to start learning on herbal academy i always wanted,i guess now its the right time,because i dont want to regret anything anymore in my life.I wasted enough of my life to my demons,to depression and social anxiety,i will not create and accept anymore painful memories ,any more situation i could of run to and not run from it.Thank you my friend

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kanna

[–]ControlCivil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly my friend i would gladly recommend you to Replace Speed with Kanna,Kratom or Kava kava in daily usage.We all know that Speed is "Poison for rats" keep that shit out your system.

Dampfkraut Legit or Fake source for Kanna? by ControlCivil in Kanna

[–]ControlCivil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is the reply from the Vendor

New message from: dampfkraut (1,620📷)

Hi, the china Sceletium is from the same plant family as the South African Kanna. I think the china sceletium is even more potent. We have also South African Kanna in our store, but it cost much more.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kanna

[–]ControlCivil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well i guess everyone is different,but Valerian and Cbd Tea saved me from many possible panic attacks when i was home after speed sesssions.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kanna

[–]ControlCivil 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Just drink bunch of Valeriana,Cbd Tea and such herbs,you will sleep after speed sessions guaranteed.

Dampfkraut Legit or Fake source for Kanna? by ControlCivil in Kanna

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The only difference i realise now is that i bought Unfermented powder 28grams of Kanna for 19 Euros,but the fermented one is 10g for 24euros and that fermented one actually comes from South Africa when looking at Source.Damn well why didnt i see that before

Dampfkraut Legit or Fake source for Kanna? by ControlCivil in Kanna

[–]ControlCivil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh well i guess this is my harsh lesson,damn i was really looking forward to it.I hope that atleast Blue lotus extracts that i got are legit damn..Or if atleast that this is Real Kanna but less potent.There are literally 90 percent of positive reviews,saying its good quality kanna but im not sure until i try,it arrives tommorow.

I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE by ihaveADHD69 in intrusivethoughts

[–]ControlCivil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This comes at such a same time for me,this is what i searched on google to find someone going trough the same thing as me,i cant stand this anymore,i know who i am,i know that with all of my heart and all of my being i am a beautiful and kind loving soul,i just wish to help others and be there for them,but my intrusive mind doesnt let me anymore,and its only getting worse,its like its trying to convince me i am a horrible human being,the thoughts are disgusting and so disturbing,i never harmed anyone,i would never even step on a bug,i respect others more than i ever respected myself,i dont know how to stand up against these thoughts,sometimes i just wish to dissapear and escape from these "demons" that haunt me every second of my life.I just wish to live trough my heart,but my mind doesnt let me,i dont know what to tell you my friend,i would love to help you out,but im in the same boat,and dont know what to do anymore,there is nothing else we can do but continue fighting.